Kill This Venom From My Heart

After I climb out of the shower I dry off and go back into the bedroom, pulling on some clean boxers before dressing in my suit, leaving the jacket off and rolling up the sleeves of my shirt a little before standing infront of the mirror to tie my tie and just as I finish Gerard comes into the room and I catch his gaze in the mirror, sharing a smile with him before turning to actually face him and I see he has blue paint smeared on his forehead a little and his hair is falling out from where he tied it back and I can't help myself, rushing across and gripping his hips as I smash my lips to his, pulling him tight against me and Gerard slides his hands up around the back of my neck, kissing back with just as much passion and we kiss until we are both panting for breath, my head spinning slightly. "What was that for?" Gerard asks, a smile tugging at his lips and I smile wide as I say "You're just so beautiful I couldn't help myself." Gerard giggles and his cheeks turn bright red as he playfully shoves me away and I let him go as he turns and goes over to the closet, pulling out his own clothes and he lays them on the bed before saying "I'll be right back," going into the bathroom and I sit on the bed, feeling my stomach churn and my hands shake a little. By the time Gerard comes back into the room, the paint gone from his face my breathing is shallow and choppy, my heart thumping painfully in my chest but I force a smile to my face, trying to seem as calm as possible and he doesn't seem to notice anythings wrong. After Gerard gets dressed I stand and help him with his tie, pressing a soft kiss to the end of his nose before taking his hand and leading him from the room, taking him downstairs and we go out to my car, getting in and I drive us to a nearby diner.

After breakfast, where I don't eat much, just mainly push the food around my plate and sip at my coffee Gerard and I head to the office where we'll be getting married, signing in and when we enter the room we'll be waiting in there are five other couples waiting as well. As Gerard takes a seat I pull my phone out of my pocket to see a message from Bob, telling me he's on his way with Gerard's family and I smile to myself as I put the phone back into my pocket and take a seat beside Gerard, taking his hand in mine. An hour later it's finally time for us to go into the room where we'll be married and I stand, taking Gerard's hand in mine again and helping him up, wrapping my free arm around his waist and as we walk across to the door we need to go through he hesitates and glances up at me. "What is it my love?" I ask and he sighs softly and shakes his head as he smiles and says "Nothing baby. Let's do this." "Are you sure?" "Positive" Gerard tells me and I squeeze his hand softly as we step into the room, the door closing behind us and as we stand before the judge, ready to exchange our vows the door opens again and I smile to myself as Gerard turns his head to look and he gasps, smiling wide as he sees his family and the band coming into the room. "Frank" he says like he's scolding me, lighting hitting against my chest before he runs across the room, being enveloped by his family in a group hug for a few long seconds before he pulls away and comes back over to me, giggling softly as he takes my hands again and says "Sorry." "It's perfectly fine" I tell him, leaning in to peck his nose again before I turn my gaze to the judge, nodding that we're ready and he smiles and starts talking.

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