Kill This Venom From My Heart

A few long minutes pass and the person knocks again before it goes silent and I sigh in relief and drop the second pillow back onto the mattress. I drag myself off the bed and over to my bag, getting out my small toiletry bag full of medication and I swallow down a handful of pills, the stress of everything making the pain in my stomach almost unbearable before I stumble back over to the bed, tugging my jeans off and curling up tight under the blanket as I pass out. I wake up a short time later to the bed moving and the distinct feeling of being watched and my eyes snap open as I shift back towards the edge of the bed, desperate to get away from whoever is in the room with me when the lamp beside the other side of the bed snaps on and I see Gerard kneeling on the bed beside me. I take a deep shaky breath as I still and just stare up at him, his face impossible to read. "What are you..... How did you get in here?" I ask and he smiles softly and says "I figured you'd be staying here and when you didn't answer the door I went back downstairs but I couldn't bring myself to leave so I ended up bribing the girl working in reception to give me the spare key to your room." "Well that just makes me feel so safe, what if you had been a crazy fan?" Gerard chuckles and says "Yeah I guess that would have been bad." I sit up, shifting around to sit back against the headboard and Gerard sits at the other end of the bed, facing me and we fall silent, just staring at each other. "Frank" Gerard says softly after a long silence. "Before you say whatever you came here to say I just want you to know I love you Gerard, I honestly do and whatever happens after tonight I just want you to remember that." Gerard swallows hard and nods before he pushes himself up a little and reaches into his back pocket, pulling out a folded, slightly warn looking piece of paper and he holds it out towards me, waiting patiently for me to take it and once I reach out and grab it he lets it go and I shoot him a confused look before looking down to the paper and I open it, seeing the logo for an art school in LA at the top. Dear Mr Way, We are delighted to announce your application has been successful.... the top line reads and I glance back up to see a massive grin on Gerard's face. My mouth drops open and he says "So I still have a place to stay right?" And I drop the piece of paper as I launch myself down the bed at him, grabbing his face in my hands as I smash my lips to his and he kisses back, wrapping his arms around my neck as he shifts closer to me, climbing over as I sit back to sit straddling my lap and when we pull apart for air I slide my hands down his sides to grip his hips as I smile wide and pant into his mouth and I say "I'm so fucking proud of you babe. I didn't even know you applied, when did you find out?" "I found out that day....that's why I wanted to talk to you." My face falls and I glance down before I look back up to meet his gaze as I say "You know I would never mean to hurt you right?" "I know, I'm sorry I doubted you it's just.....it's painful to think you might have...." "I'm so sorry, I was so stupid to let her in and trust her after everything she's done already and I...." Gerard brings his hand up to cover my mouth, silencing me as he stares into my eyes and says "I love you and I just wanna get past this. We only have a month and a half until all this shit will be over with and...." I reach up and move his hand away from my mouth as I surge forward and smash my lips to his again, cutting him off but he doesn't mind, tangling his hands in the back of my hair as he kisses back and I slide my hands around to brace against his lower back as I kneel up and lay him back on the bed, shifting around to settle properly between his legs as I start tugging at his shirt, sliding my hands down to work on opening his pants.

Gerard's hands start wandering my body, tugging at my clothes too and we roll around sharing heated kisses until we're both naked and Gerard pushes me down onto my back and starts kissing down my neck. "Lube?" He breathes out against my skin and I chuckle softly as I say "In a wildly optimistic gesture it's in my toiletry bag." Gerard chuckles softly as he climbs off the bed and walks over to my bag on the table in the corner, digging through it while I openly stare at his ass until he finds what he's looking for and he crosses the room back to me, climbing back onto the bed to straddle my hips and he leans down to kiss me again as he pours some lube into his palm and reaches down between our bodies to grab my hard dick, stroking me teasingly slow, slicking me up as I grab the lube and slick up two of my fingers, sliding them around and pressing them to his hole, applying enough pressure for them to slip inside his tight hole. Gerard lets out a low groan and bites down on my bottom lip as I wriggle my fingers inside him before sliding them in and out a few times and he pulls his mouth away from mine to pant out "I'm ready." I nod once and pull my fingers from him, bringing my hands up to grip his hips as he shuffles into place and grabs my dick again, steadying it as he slides down onto me, his hot tight muscles stretching to take me all in and I throw my head back and groan deep and loud as he comes to a stop, my dick now fully buried inside him. I lay still, my thumbs gently stroking back and forth over the skin covering Gerard's hips as I let him adjust before he starts slowly shifting in my lap, bouncing and grinding on my dick and I groan out again as I sit up, wrapping my arms around his back and gently squeezing his ass as he works himself on me, our chests pressed together as I lean in to kiss him again. We work together, keeping the pace slow and even and it's too much and not enough at the same time, feeling amazing but almost like it's teasing too as we work up a sweat, the scent of our bodies and sex filling the room along with the sound of skin sliding against skin and our soft whines and moans and pants until I shift my hips slightly and Gerard throws his head back and groans out "Ohhh fuck right there baby." I keep shifting my hips, thrusting up slightly to meet his rhythm so I keep my dick angled straight into his sweet spot and I reach between our bodies and grip his precum slicked dick, stroking him and swiping my thumb over his slit every time my hand slides up and with all the recent playing I've been doing my fingers and thumb are even more guitar calloused and after the third time swiping it over his slit Gerard throws his head back as his whole body goes rigid and tense and he arches his back slightly and cums hard all over my chest and stomach, a loud pleasured scream escaping his throat and his continually pulsing, twitching muscles constricting around my dick sends me over the edge and I grip his hips, lifting him up slightly and holding him there as I thrust up hard and fast twice more before I feel my own orgasm hit and I slump forward and bury my face in Gerard's shoulder, biting into his flesh to muffle my own pleasured screams and Gerard hisses and gasps until I pull away and I see the dark red mark, knowing he'll have bruises later.

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