Kill This Venom From My Heart

After we finish our coffee we all head over to Brian's office and when we get there his lawyer is there too. I tell them everything and give them the photos, along with Jamia's phone number and new address and Brian tells me to leave it with him. Once the meeting is over we all head over to the practice space and keep working on some new songs until mid afternoon I feel drained and the other guys agree to call it a day. Bob drives us back to my place where they all get in their own cars and head home and once they're gone I go inside, freezing when I see my living room has been destroyed. I stand in the doorway looking around at all the broken furniture and records that litter the floor feeling my heart sink further as I see the words pedophile and faggot spray painted across the wall. I slowly back away from the doorway when I bump into something and I quickly spin around to see Bob standing there looking concerned. "Frank are you ok?" He asks and I shake my head as Bob looks over my shoulder to see the state of my living room. "What the fuck?" He spits out as he steps around me and walks over to get a clearer view. "Right that's it, I'm calling the cops" he says, reaching into his pocket for his phone but I reach out and grab his wrist, stopping him. "No, don't." "What do you mean don't? It's pretty obvious Jamia did this and she's gonna pay." "If you call the cops they'll want to know why and then I will have to tell them about Gerard and then I'll be the one arrested." "But there's no proof you're doing anything wrong with him." "Did you not see the picture of me fucking him?" I snap and Bobs face pales as he says "Oh fuck, right. Well we can't just let her get away with it." "What am I meant to do?" I ask, feeling completely defeated and Bob says "Well first of all, you're changing the locks and getting a security system." I nod as Bob fiddles with his phone before pressing it to his ear and I wander up the hall, looking in all the other rooms to see how far the damage spreads but it looks like the living room was the only room she trashed. Once I make it upstairs to my room I collapse back onto the bed and stare at the ceiling until I hear Bob calling my name as he comes upstairs and a few seconds later he's standing in the doorway. "Ok so there's a locksmith on the way, he can change the locks immediately but the security system will take until next week before someone can get out here. Brian's also on his way over here to document the damage." "Thanks Bob" I say half heartedly, feeling absolutely defeated and he sighs as he crosses the room to sit on the edge of the bed beside me. "She's gonna get what's coming to her Frank" he says softly and I nod before sitting up again and saying "I think I need to get out of here for a while." "Do you wanna come stay with me?" He asks and I shake my head. Bob sighs softly before saying "You wanna go to Jersey?" I nod before saying "Yeah, this long distance thing fucking sucks." "I'll bet. What's so special about this kid Frank? We've never really talked about it but I can tell you've fallen hard." "I have, I really have Bob. If I could propose to him right now and have it not seem creepy and freak him out I would. I don't think I've ever fallen this hard for someone in such a short amount of time. He's amazing, he's so beautiful and talented and he makes me feel so much better about everything and it's like impossible to be sad when he's around cause he lights up my whole world." Bob smiles softly at me before saying "That was really gay" making both of us burst out laughing and when our laughter dies down a little Bob adds "I'm really happy for you Frank and I'm sorry I gave you and him a hard time at the start, I was just kinda freaked out that you were dating a fan." "He doesn't even seem like a fan to me, he never really has. He's more like a really good friend who supports what I do." Bob nods and reaches out to ruffle my hair as he stands up again and says "You kids and your romance" before he turns to leave the room again, making me laugh.

After Brian and the locksmith have been Bob leaves too and I pull out my phone, seeing Gerard should have finished school over an hour ago and I dial his number, listening to it ring before it cuts out to his voicemail and I hang up, not bothering to leave a message and a few minutes later he calls me back. "Hey baby" I greet him when I answer the phone and he says "Hey, sorry I missed your call, I was in the shower." "Mmm wish I had been there" I tell him and he giggles before I add "Were you thinking about me? Cause I like to think about you when I'm in the shower." Gerard's giggles continue as he says "Maybe. Most of the time I like to think about you when I'm laying in bed though." My cheeks hurt with how wide I'm smiling and Gerard says "I'm gonna put you on speaker for a minute while I get dressed." "Wait wait wait, you're naked right now and you didn't even tell me?" I ask, pretending to be shocked and disappointed and Gerard giggles again and says "Well technically I'm wearing a towel." "I bet it looks great on you" I tell him and he snorts and says "You're so smooth." "Smooth enough to get into your pants" I brag, making him laugh again before he says "I can't wait to see you again." "Me either baby, I can't stop thinking about what you look like laid out beneath me and what you sound like when you're really far gone. I love those breathy little moans you make and it makes me so hard when you beg me to go harder or faster." "Frankie" he pants out into the phone and I smirk as I slide my hand down to palm at my hard dick through my boxers and I say "Yeah baby?" Acting totally innocent. "Talk to me, tell me what you'd do if you were here right now." "I'd rip that towel off your sexy little body and throw you down on the bed. Then id climb over you and kiss you breathless and when I pulled away I would tell you that you can have anything you want right now, just tell me what to do." Gerard lets out a soft half moan before he gasps out "Suck my dick Frankie." I let out a soft groan as I slip my hand into my boxers and start stroking myself as I say "I'd kiss from your neck down your chest and stomach until I got to your dick and I'd lick my way from the base up to the head and...." "Ahh do that thing with your tongue baby" Gerard interrupts me and I smirk to myself as I say "I'm doing it baby, I'm sucking on the head of your dick and fucking your slit with my tongue." Gerard lets out a deep groan and I start working my hand faster as I say "Tell me what you're doing right now." "I'm touching myself baby. I'm stroking myself and imagining it's you touching me and that you're doing those things to me." "Fuck baby if I was there you wouldn't have to touch yourself, you'd just have to lay back and let me make you feel so good." "Would you fuck me?" "Yeah baby, I'd fuck your tight little ass until you begged me to stop." "Ohhh Frankie I'm so close." "Mmm me too baby, cum with me baby...." And he cuts me off by groaning out "Ahhh I'm gonna...." "Me too baby, cum all over yourself for me" and Gerard erupts into desperate needy pleasured moans and I close my eyes, imagining what he looks like right now as I swipe my thumb over the head of my dick one last time and I buck up and cum into my hand, letting out my own deep groan.

Notes

Longish chapter to make up for the gap in updates....sorry guys I've just been working a lot recently....being a grown up sucks, stay teenagers forever : )