Kill This Venom From My Heart

That afternoon on the way to the airport I lean over and press a soft kiss to Gerard's cheek at every red light. When we get to the airport I park the car and take a quick look around, not seeing anyone around so I launch myself across into Gerard's lap, smashing my lips to his and his hands grip my hips tightly as he kisses back just as desperately. "I'm gonna miss you so fucking much" I pant into his mouth when we pull apart to breathe and he whines softly and says "I don't want to go back, I just wanna be here with you." "Soon baby, as soon as school is done I will come and take you away forever." Gerard smiles and presses another kiss to my lips before we pull apart and I climb back over into my seat, turning back towards Gerard and we fix each other's appearance before getting out of the car and I take Gerard's bag, both of us walking inside close together but unable to hold hands like we want to. Once he's checked in we make our way to the lounge he needs to be in, still a good forty five minutes until he will be leaving but on our way there we are bombarded with a group of teenage girls who practically shove Gerard out of the way to get close to me, wanting autographs and pictures but I interrupt them to say "I'll be happy to do that but please mind my friend" and they all turn to look at Gerard who has been shoved aside and they offer him a small obviously fake apology. He smiles weakly at me and I quickly sign what they want before Gerard takes one of their phones and takes a group picture before I insist I am busy and don't have the time for any more and they look disappointed as I pick Gerard's bag back up and continue our path to the lounge, the girls watching us go. After we sit down I lean in and say "Are you ok baby?" "Will it always be like that?" He asks, sounding a little upset and I sigh softly before saying "The fans aren't always so rude babe and once we can tell everyone we're together they'll start noticing you too, will that be alright with you?" He thinks for a few seconds before saying "As long as they know you're mine, and I guess it will be nice to not be invisible." "You're not invisible babe, you're way too beautiful for people not to notice you."

After Gerard's flight leaves, a long lingering hug taking place because we can't help ourselves I head home and when I unlock the door and open it I almost step on a large envelope that's been slipped under the door, my name written on it but it's not properly address so it was clearly hand delivered. I pick it up before continuing my path inside and when I reach the living room I sit on the couch and open the envelope, immediately wishing I hadn't when I see what's inside. Five large photos are inside, four showing Gerard and I in the kitchen, both dressed in boxers and shirts, in various stages of making out and I realise this was the night Gerard thought he saw someone outside and the last one makes my blood run cold, Gerard and I in bed, him seated in my lap with his head tipped back and I am kissing his neck, my easily identified tattooed hands gripping his hips and I realise this one was taken last night and that means someone was in the house last night and watching us from the doorway to my room. I drop the photos on the table as I breathe out a shaky breath and suddenly Gerard's moved sketch book and the unlocked back door make sense, whoever was in here last night obvious did them. I end up calling Bob, not knowing what else to do and he shows up twenty minutes later, concern written all over his face when he takes in my appearance. "What's going on?" He asks and I can't find the words, picking up the pictures and letting him see from himself. "Frank what..." And I finally find my voice again, telling him about Gerard seeing someone and the last pictures circumstances and his face goes white as he says "They were in your house watching you and you didn't know?" "I was kinda preoccupied and I didn't hear anything. It has to he Jamia right?" "Who else could it possibly be?" Bob asks and I hang my head as I say "What do I do? She clearly wants to destroy me, what if she sells these to a magazine or something?" Bob calls Brian for me and arranges a meeting for first thing in the morning to discuss taking legal action and Bob spends a few hours with me, trying to calm me down but I'm on edge and wish Gerard was still here.

After Bob goes home Gerard calls to let me know he got home ok and a few minutes into our conversation, which mostly consisted of talking about how the flight went Gerard asks what's wrong. "Babe, something's happened and....I don't want you to freak out because I'm gonna take care of it I promise." "Baby you're freaking me out by saying that, what's going on?" "When I got back from the airport there were these pictures in an envelope under my front door and...." "Pictures?" "Of you and me." "Oh" he says before going quiet and I try to reassure him by saying "I'm meeting with Brian tomorrow and I'm gonna take care of it ok?" "Can you show me?" He asks after a long minute of silence and I grab my laptop, going on Skype and starting a video call with Gerard before hanging up and I show him all the photos, his face going more and more pale and when he sees the last one he starts to cry. "They....they saw?" He chokes out and I drop the picture as I say "Baby please don't cry, I'm so sorry."

After Gerard calms down I tell him to get some sleep and we end the call before I climb into bed, feeling exhausted and overwhelmed and I send Gerard a message telling him I love him and to have sweet dreams and he sends one back telling me he loves me too and wishes I was there before I fall asleep. I wake up a few hours later to my phone beeping and I pick it up to see a message from Jamia.
Jam: Meet me at the lookout in twenty minutes, we need to talk.
I sit up, rubbing my eyes and when I wake up a little more anger floods my body and I climb out of bed, pulling on jeans and shoes on my way downstairs, getting in my car and heading to where she wants to meet. When I get there I see her car and I glance over and see the clock on my dash says it's 3.30am. I park and get out, leaving my headlights on as it's a very dark night and the lookout is not very well lit and I can see Jamia over near the edge, looking down over the city. I get out of my car and march over to her, my body shaking with anger and when I hiss out "It's you right? What the fuck do you want?" She chuckles to herself before saying "Yeah it's me, I'm going to destroy you Frank, you're getting exactly what you deserve for leaving me." "Don't do this Jamia, hate me all you want but don't hurt Gerard." "Don't speak his fucking name to me" she snaps, charging towards me and as she reaches out to hit me I snap and shove her harshly, making her stumble back a few steps before she corrects herself and she charges for me again so I grab her upper arms and start to shake her violently. "Just fucking get over it, you're the reason we're not together anymore you heartless bitch" I scream in her face before I push her away and she stumbles back again, this time losing her footing and she slips, falling over the edge of the lookout and I rush forward, hearing Jamia scream and as I approach the edge I see her gripping an outcropping rock just below the edge, screaming for me to save her.

Notes

Sorry for the wait but here is one cliffhanger as promised for @GeesCLUELESSgirl! : ) hope you enjoy it hun, it took me a while to work it in so it would fit