Kill This Venom From My Heart

When I get back to the hotel I go up to my room and grab my laptop, getting online and looking at flight times. There's one flight leaving in four hours or one leaving the following morning and I stare at the screen for a few minutes wondering if I should just take the one today but I decide against it, needing the time alone before I go back and am forced to be around the guys all the time. I book my flight for the following morning before turning my laptop off, pulling my phone from my pocket and calling Bob, asking if he can pick me up and telling him my arrival time. "Yeah no problem, are you alright?" "I don't really wanna talk about it." "Frank, c'mon you're like a brother to me, you're my best friend." "Gee's brother tried to kiss me and Gee saw and thinks I was kissing back and I...." Bob starts laughing before saying "Oh man teenage drama." "Shut the fuck up" I say playfully and Bob laughs again and says "You'll be fine Frankie, tomorrow night I'll take you out and we'll find you a groupie to hook up with." I can't help but chuckle and a few minutes later we hang up and I walk over to my bag of pills, swallowing down a handful as I feel a small twinge of pain in my lower stomach because of the stress. After I've taken the pills I grab some clean clothes and head into the bathroom, climbing into the shower and once I'm standing under the hot spray I let my self control break and I burst into tears, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor, my knees pulled to my chest as I sob, wondering why every time I open my heart to someone they fuck me over. Half an hour later I have calmed down and I drag myself out of the shower, drying off and pulling on my boxers and tshirt and when I go back into the room I see my phone lit up. When I walk over and pick it up I see three missed calls from Gerard and I stand there biting my bottom lip as I wonder whether I should call him back and give him the chance to fully end it right now and before I make a decision there's a knock at the door and Gerard's voice yells out saying "Frank, open up." I cross the room, my phone still clutched in my hand and when I open the door Gerard is standing there looking upset. "Oh" he says softly as he looks up at my face, his hand reaching up to gently rub his fingers under my sore swollen eyes, Gerard's face changing from upset to apologetic. "Can I come in?" He asks softly and I step aside, remaining silent as I let him step past me and I close the door before leaning back against it and Gerard turns to face me. "Frank I...." "I'm used to getting screwed over no matter what I do so just get this over with and I'll be out of here tomorrow." "What?" "You're here to dump me, you think I'm a cheater even though you know little about me and that's fine, that's your decision but I really can't deal with this right now so dump me and you can be on your way." "That's not why I'm here, I'm sorry for the way I reacted before but I'm scared." "Scared of what?" "Scared that this is a mistake for you and you're gonna realise that. I like you so much Frank but you're Frank Iero and I'm just me and I...." "You have no idea how fucking amazing you are. I'm the one who should be worried about you changing your mind."

Gerard stands just staring at me for a few seconds before he steps back towards me and cups my cheeks in his hands as he leans in and presses his lips to mine. I kiss back hesitantly, unsure of what's happening and when he pulls away he rests his forehead against mine and says "I'm sorry." "Are you sure about us?" "Positive" he whispers back and I close my eyes and lean in again, kissing him passionately as I drop my phone to grip his hips and start slowly backing him across the room, pushing him towards the bed and when we reach it his knees buckle and he falls down onto the mattress, me climbing ontop of him as I keep kissing him and when I break for air my hands start working on getting his shirt off. Once it hits the floor my lips attach to his collarbones, licking and sucking over hickeys I made yesterday and Gerard lets out soft moans as my hands trail down to start working on his jeans. "Frank" he pants out and I pull back to stare at his face, hesitation written all over it as he says "I don't think I'm ready to...." "Fuck me then." His eyes widen in surprise and he bites at his bottom lip as I say "Unless you don't want to?" He shakes his head frantically as he says "No I definitely want to." I smile as I dive back in to kiss him again and he flips us over, pressing me down into the mattress as he takes control and starts tugging at my shirt and I break the kiss to groan out "Fuck I love when you take control." Gerard raises his eyebrow at me before smirking and my shirt gets pulled over my head, the cold air of the room biting against my skin and I let out a soft groan. Gerard kisses down my neck as he starts tugging down my boxers, getting them around my knees and I kick them the rest of the way down and off. Now that I'm fully naked beneath him Gerard sits back and looks slightly confused and I smile as I say "You being naked also would probably be a good idea" and he giggles as he says "Shut up." Gerard climbs off the bed and kicks off his shoes, tugging down his already open jeans and taking his boxers with them and when he's fully naked I can see his dick is already half hard. He climbs back onto the bed, crawling over my body and as he leans down to kiss me again I stop him, staring into his eyes as I say "Are you sure about this? It's ok if you don't want to." "I want to, so badly" he tells me and I smile as I lean up and kiss him, Gerard pressing me back into the mattress as he kisses back and I can't help but groan softly into his mouth as I buck my hips up, grinding my dick into his and he lets out his own groan as he starts moving with me, grinding his hips into mine and we both fully harden before I pull away from his mouth and say "I'll be right back," sliding out from underneath him and climbing off the bed, crossing over to my bag in search of lube and a condom.

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