Kill This Venom From My Heart

As we leave the hotel room I grab Gerard's hand, linking my fingers through his and he turns his head to smile at me and I smile back, both of us coming to a stop as we wait for the elevator and when it opens it's empty so we step in and I press the button for the lobby. As the doors close again I launch myself on Gerard, slamming him back against the wall as I seal my mouth to his and he kisses back, his hands fisting in my hair and my hands sliding around to grip his ass, pulling him closer to me and he groans softly into my mouth as I slowly pull away, straightening back up and trying to fix my hair before the doors open and Gerard stumbles out of the elevator behind me, his eyes glazed over and when I turn my head to look at him I chuckle softly as we leave the hotel. Once we get to a nearby diner we order food and sit in a booth and I slide up close to Gerard before saying "So we should talk about this." Gerard nods and after the waitress brings over our coffee and leaves again I say "So you want to tell people?" "You don't want to?" He asks, sounding hurt. "No Gee it's not that, it's just, atleast while you're underage we need to keep this private. I'm in the public eye and if people found out I was dating a minor I would be totally fucked and I know that sounds so shallow but...." "No I get it." "I'm not ashamed to date you or anything and I don't particularly want to keep it a secret but I could go to jail." Gerard nods and I reach out and grab his hand under the table, squeezing softly and he squeezes back. "We can tell your family if you like but i need to know Mikey won't tell people." Gerard sighs before saying "I don't know if he will keep it secret." "I'm really sorry to have put you in this situation, if you wanna change your mind I understand." I look down at the table and a few seconds later Gerard's warm soft hand cups my chin and he tilts my head towards him. "I want this. I can wait." I nod, still feeling unsure as I say "Really? I feel really fucking shitty doing this to you and...." But he cuts me off by quickly looking around to see if anyone is watching us before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine. "I told you, I want this." I nod and peck his lips one last time before we pull away from each other and a few minutes later our food arrives.

After breakfast we decide to head back to my room and when we get there I lay back on the bed, Gerard climbing on and crawling up to straddle my lap, leaning down to kiss me again. "So you're really good at stuff and I've never done anything" he tells me when he pulls away and I chuckle as I say "That's alright, there's nothing wrong with being inexperienced which is why I'm not pushing for anything, I can be very patient." Gerard smiles before saying "But what if I want to do stuff?" "Like what?" "Can I like....touch you?" He asks softly, his face flushing red. I smile at him and he says "I've never touched another dick before and I kinda want to see what it's like." I start to laugh and Gerard pouts so I lean up and kiss him again before saying "I'm not laughing at you, that's just cute is all." Gerard giggles softly and leans down to kiss me again and when we break apart I say "You can do whatever you like Gee." He smiles wide at me as he climbs off to lay beside me, his hand slowly sliding down my stomach and stopping when he reaches my belt. He turns his head to look at my face and I bring my arms up, resting my hands behind my head as I smile softly at him and he nods slightly before starting to open my belt and I feel my dick start to stir. Once my belt is open he pops the button on my jeans and the slowly pulls the zip down, his hand brushing against my now semi hard dick and I groan softly as the friction. Once they're open he stops, sitting up slowly and staring down at my crotch, his eyes a little wider and I brace my feet against the bed and lift my hips, Gerard nodding to himself before pulling my jeans down and I kick them off, leaving me in just my boxers and shirt. My shirt rides up a little as I shift around, exposing my tattoos and Gerard pauses and says "Can you.... Can you take off your shirt?" I nod and sit up, tugging my shirt over my head and tossing it on the floor before laying back how I was and I see Gerard's eyes raking my body, lingering on the tattoos across my lower stomach and hips. His hand hesitantly reaches out and his fingers gently rub over the ink, tickling slightly before he keeps sliding it down and his fingers brush over the bulge in my boxers, his teasing touch making me harder by the second and his eyes are wide. "Gee" I say softly and he tears his gaze away from my crotch to look at my face. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" He nods frantically and I smile reassuringly at him as I say "Ok just don't feel obligated to do anything, any time you wanna stop it's alright." He smiles back at me and nods before turning his attention back to my crotch and he grips the waistband of my boxers, my hips lifting up again and he takes a soft breath before tugging them down and as they hit the floor he lets out a soft hum as his fingers run through the hair above the base of my now fully hard dick. As his fingers get closer to it he hesitantly starts running his finger up the side of my dick, gently swiping it over the head before running it back down and I shiver all over at the sensation as a soft moan escapes my lips. When he reaches the base again his whole hand hesitantly wraps around my dick and he looks back up at me. "I don't...." "Just do whatever you would do to yourself" I tell him softly, my voice wrecked already and he nods and turns his attention back to what he's doing and he starts slowly pumping me, twisting his wrist slightly as he increases speed and I can't help but to buck up slightly into his touch as I let out a low whine. I see a smug smile spread across his face as he keeps pumping me, clearly impressed with his ability to please me and a few seconds later he bites his bottom lip for a few seconds before he leans down and teasingly swipes his tongue over the head of my dick and I can't help the needy whine that escapes me. Gerard turns his head to smirk up at me before sinking his mouth over the head, his hand stilling around the base of my dick and he starts softly sucking and licking at the head of my dick and I groan loudly as I reach down and gently run my fingers through his hair. "Fuck Gee" I groan out as he slides down a little lower and his eyes slip closed before he pulls back off with a slightly wet pop. "Was that....is that right?" "It's great baby but try pumping the base with your hand while you're sucking and don't be afraid to use a lot of saliva." He nods slowly before leaning back down again and as he sucks on the head his hand starts stroking me again and my eyes roll back into my head, pleasure spreading through my body. He keeps going for a few minutes until I feel a familiar tingling heat in my lower stomach and I gently tug at his hair, guiding him off me and he frowns in confusion as he says "Did I do something...." But I cut him off by reaching down and wrapping my hand around his on my dick, guiding him to stroke me faster and faster until a few seconds later my hips snap up and I cum all over our hands and my stomach. "Oh" he says softly before smiling at me and I still our movements on my dick and I smile back, completely blissed out. After a few seconds Gerard pulls his hand back and looks at the cum covering it and I open my mouth to apologise when he does the hottest thing possible and brings it to his mouth, hesitantly licking it and tasting my cum and I feel my dick twitch again painfully.

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