*Gerard's POV*

Just minutes after I finished cleaning my arm up, I hid my blade in my bathroom. I needed to go to sleep soon, but, I haven't drew in a while. Days, to be honest.

I got some blank paper, colored pencils, and just started to draw a familiar face. I was shaping it out, making this person's face perfect. I didn't want to ruin it, which I rarely ever ruin one of my pictures. I then started to give the person, black hair. Black hair fitted this person, very well. I made this person's hair very short though, not long and not balding short.

I worked on my drawing for about a hour, until I realized it was past 12:00 am. And I need to get up at 6:00, which was less then 6 hours away. "Shit.. Why do you fight your sleep Gerard.." I scowled myself for staying up so late, but that doesn't help. I still stay up late, no mater what.

I didn't change my clothes and just went straight to bed, I wanted as much sleep as possible by now.

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"Gee, get uppp!" A familiar voice, that I thought was Mikey, which I was correct... "We're going to be late and no coffee for you Gee." I quickly jumped out of my bed after he said that.

I exclaimed, "What time is it, Mikey!?" He laughed me, trying to get breathes of air between the laughing. Finally, he said.

"It's only 6:20... I laughed a bit too much, didn't I? I felt like waking you up at this time. Gerard, the coffee is upstairs." He ran back up my stairs, leaving me alone and confused on what exactly just happened.....

"Well, that was weird..." I hummed a tune to myself, undressing from yesterday and putting on newer and cleaner clothes.

When I finally went up stairs to join Mikey an drink some coffee together, I heard him on our house phone. I heard that he had to go and then he said bye, that's all I heard.

"Hey Mikes, who was that?" He looked surprised,

"Who was what, Gee?"

"On the phone, Mikes, who was on the phone?" He stuttered.

"O-Oh, a f-friend of mine.. R-Remember m-my friend, uhh, Ace? We were going to meet up today after school..." He sounded like he didn't want to talk about Ace with me, so for once, I didn't nag him. And I'm surprised myself, I haven't heard him speak of Ace for a while...

"Oh, okay Mikey.. Ready to walk to school? We should go now..."I faded my voice out, not saying anything else. Mikey nodded his head, agreeing. We both put on our converses, grabbed backpacks for school, and I had to make sure that our house was locked. "Here Mikey, you can have the key for today." I handed him our house key, making him smile a little. I grinned back at him, "Well, let's go.."

We hurried off, going separate ways. Mikey probability going to meet Ace somewhere, hell, she might even walk him to school... What if they ditch together? What if something happens to Mikey? "Fucking stop it Gerard..." I mumbled to myself.

I was close to my high school by now, less then a block away. Memories from when Frank and I fucked each other came flooding into my head, one after another. What if I see Frank today? Will he even be here, at school today? What if I act different around him? Why did I rush out on him, why didn't I just talk to him?

Yeah, my life is just about 'What ifs'... Fucking great...

Notes

Hey, Fire here! It's 5:05 in the morning for me.... I was tired but listening to Imagine Dragons and I wrote this up, rather quicker than usual... lol ^.^

Hey, I made another fic called, 'F+G' You should check it out sometime, if you want something to read.

Anyways, this is just a filler... I'm sorry! Don't kill meh! Well, bye for now... (If you read Common People or Teenage Dirtbag, I'll try to update them later today!)