We ended up picking video games which was fine with me. Id rather blow heads off of fake people then try to rip franks off for him thinking i was lying.

What sick person would make up that they were pregnant as an actual lie? they wouldn't have any proof to even make it believable. I guess i don’t have exact proof but i could take frank to the hospital and have him meet the doctor.

I was brought out of my thoughts by the match ending on call of duty and i handed my remote over to Mikey since i had lost, and now he was to verse frank.

I stood up to go to the bathroom while they played and looked in the mirror. i did notice there was now some extra skin on my stomach that i never noticed before. I just thought it had been me putting on extra weight from eating to much junk food.

As i was thinking about the un born dead baby i came up with an idea. I was going to have frank spend the night.

Not for sex but so i could talk to him about everything. He wouldn’t leave in the middle of night in this part of jersey, so i was guaranteed he’d listen to me.

i left the bathroom and frank was standing right outside the door. “oh uh sorry i’m done now.” i mumbled moving past him but he grabbed my wrist.

“Mikey went down to the connivence store to get more drinks.”

“what does that have to do with me?” i asked

“i-im not sure but i wanted to see you.” he sighed

“frank can you spend the night?” i asked softly.

“do you really think thats a good idea? i mean i was going to say i believe you. about the pregnancy..”

i looked at him. “you do?”

he smiled and my middle was engulfed into franks arms. i started to cry. i completely broke down in his arms.
“your baby is dead because of me.” i sobbed.

“does…does mikey know its me?”

i shook my head and continued crying.

"are you going to tell him?" he asked

“he-he’ll kill you..” i answered.

“maybe i deserve it. i thought this was all just sex but it wasn’t, and we both know that.” he said.

"you don’t deserve to get yelled at, you didn’t do anything but what i asked when i said i was curious. i deserve to get yelled at not you.”

“Gerard you don’t deserve to get yelled at either.” he argued

“But I'm the one who killed our kid.”

Notes

theres only one more chapter left and it may be sad but ya never know

xoxox
mcrlover