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Please Gerard

I'm Okay

*Frank's P.O.V*

After that moment with Gerard I decided to close up. My head was still spinning Gerard does like me, What do I do. I'm still confused. I really like him but I don't know if I can handle a relationship. Not after the last one....

Flashbacks came of my last boyfriend; Sitting on his couch snuggling his light blonde hair, Watching a Sci-Fi film. We had been dating for two months, The only thing is he never wanted to have sex. I was a little shocked but it was nothing to bad I guess.

"I love you John" I had said. He did not reply, he only stared at the screen.

He had been like this the past two weeks, I didn't know what else to to, I was worried for him. I sat up and turned off the T.V.

"Hey, I was watching that" he protested.

"What is going on?"

"Huh, What are you talking about?"

"This whole week you have been distant, why?"

"I don't know, nothings wrong"

"Yes something is wrong" I started raising my voice. "When we first met you were so happy

"NOTHI-"

His phone started ringing from the table. Before he could get up I was already there. The caller ID said "Ryan"

"Hello?" I asked to the mystery man.

"Umm Hi is John there"

"No he's not, may I ask who's calling"

"Well, This is his boyfriend, I was just wondering if he wanted to stop by later?"

I hung up. My heart was pulsing. John stared at me.

"Who was it?"

"YOUR BOYFRIEND" I yelled. He didn't say anything.

"YOUR A FUCKING CHEATER, YOU SON OF A BITCH"

He quickly stood up and came next to me.

"I didn't want it to happen this way, but I don't love you"

I was breathless. No words would come out

He continued, "When we met you were fun but then it just got boring, I met Ryan about 3 weeks ago."

"Does he know I exist?" I questioned

"He thinks your an ex...I think you should go now"

I grabbed my things and headed to my car without a word...

That's why I don't know if I should date Gerard. What if he doesn't like me the way he thinks he does...What if I am boring....No i'm not. I am fine just the way I am.

*Next Day*

I woke up later than usual, around 4:00 PM about three more hours till I had to get ready. I decided to hang around the house and think...Okay Gerard likes me. I said I wanted to wait. Will he still be into me if I keep putting it off. Most guys usually move on when their rejected. No Gerard doesn't seem like that...but neither did John. No stop thinking of that, you haven't seen John in three months.

I watched a couple movies then it was about 7:15 PM. Time to get ready... I got dressed pretty quickly, then combed my hair. I made it to the coffee shop in record time. I was 15 minutes early. Stepping to the front door of the shop, a man walked out. I looked at him and out of all the people in the fucking universe...it was John.

"Oh, hey Frank...What are you doing here?" He asked quite nervously.

"I work here" I mumbled

"Oh...Ya...The uniform. Right. So how has life treated you?"

"Just fine thanks, What about you?"

"I'm fine. Ryan and me are still together." That name makes me want to punch him.

"So does Ryan know that you were still dating me when you were with him?" Stupid question but I just wanted to see how he would respond.

His eyes lit up, I think with anger. "No, and he will not know. It's been three months, he doesn't need to"

"Hmm" was all I said.
"What, you think your're going to tell him!" He was right up in my face. Obviously taller than me so I had to look up a little to look him in the eyes.

"I never said that!" I protested

"Look here you little bitch" He was snarling in my face. " At least I can find a decent relationship, While your fucking personality is bad enough to keep people away"

That crushed me. I was on the bridge of tears. He shoved past me hitting my shoulder in the process. I quickly walked in the shop. I didn't even look at Marla. I glanced at Mr. Cantry's door. There was a note that read... Out for the day. Will be back tomorrow... Great. Boss is gone. I headed to the back and sat on the couch.

Fucking John. I don't know why I was so hurt. IWas it because he was my ex. I guess so. I thought we were something then he says he never loved me. That just did it for me. I busted into tears. I couldn't control myself.

I hear the door open and it was Gerard. I didn't care. He quickly rushed over to me and kneeled by my side.

"Hey what happened??" He sounded really worried. Does he care that much?

"Nothing" I whispered.

"Stop lying, What happened, Please tell me?"

I stood up and he came up seconds later. I had made my decision...

I quickly grabbed him by the waist and slowly put my lips on his. I could here a gasp as he began to realize what I was doing.

"What about waiting?" He asked. I shook my head and he gave in to the kiss. "your still going to give me a reason why you were crying" he whispered. I nodded.

He gave a groan as I stuck my tongue in his mouth. He did the same thing. I could feels his length get hard against my thigh. Forcing him closer I invaded his mouth some more. I grabbed his waist harder as he whispered " I think I love you Frank?"

That seconded the door opened and Marla was standing there her face not disgusted but not amused.

"Couldn't you guys have waited till you got home?"

We just stood there in shock.

"Anyway" she explained, "Mr. Cantry called, he says you can close up and go home. Were leaving early tonight"

"Okay" I said as she opened her drawer and grabbed her things.

As she closed the door behind us I looked at Gerard who was still next to me.

"Your place or mine?" he asked

"Yours, You mind if I spend the night?"

"Not at all" he said with a huge grin on his face. "Your car will be fine here?"

"Ya it'll be fine" Then we proceeded to Gerard's house.





Notes

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Comments

I need to catch up on your story holy fuck

Soulless Vampire Soulless Vampire
10/15/15

@Sharpest_Life_B
So your as obsessed as me. Lol. xxx

@PartyPoisonlives4ever
Oh no! I didn't know your mom was in the hospital. I haven't been on here much. I'm just now trying to catch up. I basically just meant that I could see this story being in a position where it COULD be wrapped up, worse case scenario. I would rather it be ended quickly then deleted bc I love this story enough that I can see myself reading this again sometime. But i'm in the middle of (I'm not exaggerating) at least 45 stories that are being updated regularly on this site and maybe 15 less actively between this site and 2 others. Plus all the one shots I've saved, my stuff i'm ignoring, podfics....

@Sharpest_Life_B
It could have. But Left Shark wanted it to keep going. I'm just reading through it and adjusting what I was asked to adjust. Hopefully I should be updating very soon. I would already have done it but as some of you know, my mum's in hospital. So I'm back and forth. But I'm trying to update all the stories as soon as I can. Dee. xxx

Yay. I was going to say, pls don't delete this. If nothing else it could have been wrapped up easily enough. :)