I'm not okay.

It was beginning to get late so we decided to go to bed, as we had school tomorrow and we were both getting tired, I rummaged around in my bag looking for my pyjamas, which i finally found.

'Gee, can i use your bathroom please, i need to get, uh...changed' I smiled, holding up my pyjamas, he giggled at me.

'What?' i smirked, lowering my arm.

'You can get changed here you know' He smiled, as he proceeded to strip himself, i watched as he took off his top and then his jeans, revealing his perfect pale skin underneath, he looked incredibly hot, i bit my lip so hard that it almost bled. I decided to start undressing myself, until i was left in my boxers and it was then i realised that i had a boner.

'Frank' Gerard smiled, signalling towards my hard on.

'Uh, sorry' I said, my cheeks burning bright red. I quickly dragged my pyjamas on in an attempt to hide it, but it was no use. Gerard got into bed and patted the space next to him, i slid in beside him and he wrapped his arms around me.

'Frank, uh...do you want to...uh, be my boyfriend?' Gerard said, his cheeks flushing red. I could tell he was a little anxious.

'Yes, I would love too' I smiled, pulling him closer too me. Gerard leaned in and pressed his lips against mine, he ran his tongue across my bottom lip asking for access which i gladly gave him. I could feel his tongue exploring the cavity of my mouth, caressing mine. I heard him let out a little moan, which turned me on so much. He suddenly pulled away.

'I'm sorry' He blushed, biting his lip slightly.

'Why?' I said, running my fingers through his long black hair.

'I-its just what's happened, i-i don't want to rush...you know' He muttered.

'I know, Its okay' I smiled, kissing him on the cheek, he smiled and lay back down next to me.

'I love you Frankie' He smiled.

'I love you too' I smiled back, and we both drifted off into a deep, peaceful sleep.


***TIME LAPSE***

I suddenly heard the screeching of an alarm, i reached my arm out to find it and then turned it off, i slumped back down, turning to face Gerard who was waking up.

'Morning baby' He smiled, rubbing his eyes and pushing his hair out of his face, which i thought was super cute.

'Morning Gee' I smiled, wrapping my arms back around him and closing my eyes, i just wanted to sleep, with Gerard next to me.

'We should get up, come on Frankie' He giggled, licking my face, i opened one eye.

'No' I said before shutting it again.

'Frankie' Gerard said, his tone becoming a little more stern.

'Okay okay' I sighed, slowly sitting up, Gerard sat up next to me and kissed me on the cheek. I got up and dragged on my t shirt and jeans, being careful of my stomach which seemed a little more tender today. I bent down to pick up my vans and winced in pain.

'ARRG' I screamed, grabbing my stomach.

'Frank?' Gerard said, rushing to my side, 'Are you okay baby?' He said, looking concerned.

'Y-yeah' I stuttered, holding my stomach, Gerard put his arm around me to support me.

'Are you sure?' He asked, helping me regain my balance.

'Yeah' I smiled weakly. Realisticly i was dreading today, school and going home, my father would be waiting, drunk and probably in a bad mood, I knew i would be in for it. It was soon time to go and i grabbed my bag, swinging it over my shoulder. Me and Gerard set out, we planned on walking so we could avoid all the obnoxious teenagers on the bus.

'Frank, what's the matter?' He asked, glancing at me.

'I'm just scared' I whimpered, looking down at my feet as i kicked rocks across the pavement.

'Your father?' He asked.

'Yeah' I said, tears beginning to stream down my face.

Notes

Hope you like it!


oh and happy new year to you all, i hope 2015 is a good year for all of you c:


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