I'm not okay.

'I probably deserved every bit of it' I sobbed, Gerard sitting next to me, his facial expression blank.

'No, you don't deserve to live like that Frank' He sobbed.

'I have to go back soon Gerard, he will come looking for me and that will just make everything worse' I said, almost pleading, i didn't want to go back and i felt stupid for leaving, because i knew that i was most definitely in for it when i returned, god how i wanted to leave forever, but for now i have no choice.

'I don't want you to go back, what if he does it again?' Gerard sniffed, wiping his tears away with his sleeve.

'Frank you need to tell somebody' He added.

'No please, Gerard, nobody can know' I sobbed, grabbing him. I don't want to tell anybody, i don't want to end up in care and end up being away from Gerard.

'Why, Frank?' Gerard said, looking me in the eye.

'Because of somebody' I said, looking into Gerards eyes.

'Who?' He said, I sat silent for a moment, just staring blankly at Gerard, 'Frank, who?' he pressed.

'Y-you' I muttered, swallowing hard, what the fuck have i done? I suddenly got up and headed to the door.

'I'm sorry I've gotta go Gerard' I sobbed, reaching for the handle.

'Frank, please no' Gerard said, grabbing my arm and pulling me towards him, I suddenly found myself face to face with him, I could feel his warm breath on my lips, which made me quiver.

'What do you mean, me?' he whispered, his face getting a little closer to mine.

'I l-like you, i mean, really like you' I whimpered, I suddenly felt Gerards soft lips meet mine in a passionate kiss. I felt him run his hands up my back making me shiver. He pulled away gently.

'I like you too, Frank' He whispered, pulling me into a hug. At this point i suddenly felt okay, forgetting about what my father had done to me, for once i felt happy, like someone actually cared, for once i felt like someone actually loved me and didn't just pretend. After a few moments we pulled out of the hug and stared into each others eyes.

'Please, stay the night at least, so i know your safe' Gerard said.

'Okay' I sighed, looking down at my feet and then back up to Gerard, who was smiling at me.

'I love you' He smiled and those words made me feel something i have never felt before, the feeling of being loved and it felt amazing.

'I love you too' I said, forcing a smile back at Gerard before he came in for another kiss.

Notes

IM SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON MY OTHER FANFIC, BUT I SHALL TRY TO DO THIS ONE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE :)


I hope you enjoy it anyway :3