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I'm not okay.

Chapter Eleven:

(Dreams are in italics)

'Frank, Frank' Gerard screamed as he was held back by a group of boys dressed in all black, 'Gee' I whimpered as i felt another blow to my face, i fell to the floor violently, clutching my nose. I felt a kick to my ribs and then another further down to my stomach, i gasped for breath trying desperately to get to Gerard.


'FRANK' he cried as they held a knife to him and laughed.

'Your just a worthless faggot' one sneered as he pressed the knife against Gerard more. I watched as Gerard went completely still unable to move in fear he would injure himself.

'Get off him' I whispered, spitting blood on the floor, by now i was covered.

Suddenly one of the boys grabbed me and lifted me up holding me in front of Gerard.

'Say goodbye to your little boyfriend' he laughed.

Then everything suddenly went blank.

****

I suddenly woke up in a hot sweat, my chest rising and falling rapidly, i was struggling to catch my breath, I jerked up quickly. Gerard woke up and placed his arm on my shoulder.

'Frank, Frank, calm, sssh' He repeated, placing his other hand on my head and stroking my hair gently.

'Fuck.....no' I cried, grabbing onto the sheets of the bed and gritting my teeth, my breath still uncontrollable.

'Frank, breath' Gerard said, still stroking my head, i slowly managed to control my breathing and i sat back a little.

'Frankie what's the matter?' Gerard asked looking very concerned, tears started streaming down my face.

'I had a nightmare, it doesant matter' I sniffed, wiping my tears away and trying not to cry more.

'It does to me, Frank what happened?' Gerard said, still stroking my head gently, calming me down.

'I c-cant tell you' I whimpered, looking at Gerard, has face concerned. He looked me in the eye.

'Please tell me' He whispered, taking my hand gently and stroking it softly, i sighed and decided that i might as well.

'T-there were some people, i had n-no idea who they were, but they were beating me, w-whilst they held you back, t-then the lifted me u-up and said, s-say goodbye to y-your boyfriend' I cried, grabbing Gerards hand tighter. I could see him well up a little.

'Its only a dream Frankie, they are gone, i promise' He said, pulling me into a hug and kissing me softly, we kissed for a little while before Gerard decided to move down to my neck, softly biting and sucking at it, i moved my head back slightly so it was easier for him. I let out a little whimper as Gerard moved further down. He was soon tugging at my t shirt, pulling it over my head, revealing my pale body. I have never really liked my body, but i can see Gerard does. He began to gently suck on my nipples, at this point i could feel myself getting hard, my dick wanting to burst out of my pants, I let out another moan, Gerard pulled away and looked at me.

'Frank, are you...' and before he could finish i interrupted.

'Y-yes' I whispered, lying down a little to make it easier for him. He nodded and took his t shirt off, followed by his pants, leaving me still in mine, so i quickly kicked them off and threw them on the floor. So we were both naked. I watched as he rummaged around his drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube.

'Are you sure baby?' he whispered as he undid the cap.

'Yes' I said, smiling at him a little. He began to smother a generous amount over his length, coating it. If I'm honest, I'm nervous, I've never properly had sex before, not with a girl nor a boy.

'Have you done this before with somebody?' He asked, as he positioned himself above me.

'N-no' I whispered.

'You will be fine baby' He smiled as he leaned down and began kissing my neck gently, i felt him touch my entrance then slowly push his way in.

'Arrg' I said, closing my eyes and gritting my teeth a little, it hurt, but soon i adjusted.

'Are you okay? you don't have to do this baby' Gerard whispered softly, still planting kisses on my neck.

'I'm fine' I smiled, placing my hands on his back as he began to thrust in and out of me slowly, after a while it began to feel very pleasurable.

'mmmm....Gee' I moaned, digging my nails into his back as he picked up the pace slightly, i could hear him whimpering. He leaned down and kissed me, thrusting his tongue into my mouth, i let out a few more moans.

'Geee' I moaned as he pulled away, i watched his mouth form a perfect O. He then reached for my painfully hard member and began pumping in sync with his thrusts.

'Frank, i-im gonna' Gerard moaned as he came inside of me. He pumped on my dick harder and i suddenly came into his hand, moaning as i did so, Gerard slumped down on top of me and kissed me on the lips softly.

'Your a natural' He winked, getting off me a lying beside me.

'I didn't have to do much' I whispered, wrapping my arms around him, i heard him laugh softly and kiss me on the cheek.

'You okay?' He said softly, playing with my hair a little.

'Yeah' I whispered, snuggling into his chest.

'I love you Frankie' He whispered.

'I love you too' I smiled and we both fell back asleep.

Notes

I thought it was quite a cute chapter tbh ^-^


I hope you all enjoyed it !


xx

Comments

YA HE"S STAYING

Left Shark Left Shark
1/3/15

It's back! ^U^

Frerardified Frerardified
1/2/15

You're back!!.. YEY!!! Xx

Omg please keep writing please! ! This is so fucking emotional ♡♡♡♡

FuckmeFrank FuckmeFrank
10/21/14

Poor Frankie!.. I just wanna give him a hug.. And a giant bag of skittles! ;)