I'm not okay.

I went to the bathroom to check out the severity of my face, I had a bruise on my nose but that was it, then i lifted my top and saw a huge bruise, i sighed to myself, i hadn't done anything wrong in fact i did something for my own benefit. I stood there looking at myself for a while, people are gonna see this tomorrow, teachers are gonna see this tomorrow. What if they call home and then i have to go back? Fuck. Gerard was soon knocking on the door.

'Frankie? Is everything okay?' He said in a soothing tone, which made me slightly happy.

'Uh, yeah' I said, walking to the door and opening it, Gerard stood there smiling at me a little.

'Frankie, please try and forget about him' Gerard said, but how? how was i supposed to forget about a guy who raped me, beat me, made me feel dirty and worthless? Just how.

'Its not easy to just forget' I said, pushing past Gerard and making my way to his bedroom where i threw myself on the bed and stuffed my face into his pillow, crying my eyes out. I heard Gerard follow and shut the door quietly behind him.

'I know Frankie, but please, at least try and be happy, for me' He soothed, rubbing my back in a circular motion to comfort me. I sat up and looked at him.

'You really do care, don't you?' I said, wiping my tears away with my sleeve. Gerard looked me in the eye.

'Yes, Yes Frankie of cause i care' He said, in the most caring and gentle voice i have ever heard. He reached out his arms and i snuggled up to him, in a warm hug, i laid my head on his chest whilst he ran his fingers through my short hair.

'I love you' I whispered as i pulled away to sit back up.

'I love you too baby' Gerard said, bringing his face closer to mine until our noses were almost touching, I could feel his breath against my cheek, i opened my mouth slightly, staring at Gerards lips. He slowly moved towards me so i did the same, tilting my head to the side a little as our warm lips met in a passionate kiss, he nibbled at my bottom lip and tugged on my lip ring a little. He then moved down to my neck where he began sucking and leaving marks as he did so, I let out a little whimper as Gerard sucked at my collar bone, he moved back up giving me another kiss before pulling away and yes, i had a boner. Gerard looked down and giggled a little, i flushed bright red and placed my hand over it, but Gerard replaced mine with his and began palming me through my jeans. The friction felt so good but i don't think I'm ready.

'Gee?' I moaned as he kissed my neck, he lifted his head up.

'Yes, baby?' He said.

'I d-don't think I'm ready' I stuttered, feeling a bit stupid for letting Gerard down.

'Okay, i understand Frankie' He smiled, planting a kiss on my cheek then allowing me to snuggle into his chest again, i could hear his slow heartbeat in my ear which made me close my eyes and fall slowly asleep.

Notes

I hope you enjoy my chapter guys!
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