If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard)

The drive was very intense, Gerard was nervous as fuck. He wouldn’t stop moving. I started to get worried.”Gee baby? Everything will be okay. I will not let him hurt you. I promise.” I say to him as I stoke his leg softly with my spare hand. I see him nod out of the corner of my eye. I swear Andy will be up for a longer hospital stay than he ever has if he dares touch my beautiful Gerard. I remove my hand and open my door when I spot Andy waiting in the alleyway. I head to the passenger side and open the door for Gerard to get out. He just sits there looking up into my eyes. He gives me a weak smile. He looks so broken. It’s enough to break my heart in two there and then. “Come on baby, Andy’s waiting for you. The sooner this is over and done with the better for you.” I smile and he nods. I hold out my hand for him to take. He looks over towards Andy takes a deep breath and climbs out dismissing my hand. I can't help but feel upset at that. I close the passenger side door and follow Gerard towards Andy. As soon as Andy spots Gee he smiles widely. Though as soon as I emerge from behind his boyfriend his smile fades. “Frank? What are you doing here?” He asks me. I open my mouth to answer but Gerard speaks instead “I asked him to come with. I need to speak with you Andy. I couldn’t do it alone though.” Andy nods and his smile stays in place as he says “Well baby we can talk but not before I get a kiss off you. I've missed your lips. Plus our make out session did get interrupted earlier.” He moved closer toward a very nervous and slightly shaking Gerard and placed his lips on the shaking mans own lips. Gerard groaned into the kiss as Andy made it deeper. Gerard snakes his arms around Andy’s neck and pulls him closer towards him. I knew then he would definitely change his mind. He loved Andy and you could see it.

I ignored all the shouts and protests from Gerard as I got in my car and started to drive away. He even stood in front of the car to try and stop me. I carried on driving heading towards Gerard and swerved out the way of his frozen to the ground body. I noticed his eyes were wide. I guess he thought I was seriously going to hit him. I’m surprised I got home in one piece. My eyes were filled with tears, my sight became really blurry. I shouldn’t have gone with him. I should of seen this coming. Life’s too hard to get the person you love that easily. I slam the door loudly and forcefully shut behind me. I head straight for my bedroom and into the bathroom. I run myself a bath and look in the mirror. “Look at you Frank. Look at the state of you with your cheeks stained with tears and red puffy eyes. You deserve all this. You really are a baby. No fucking wonder he prefers Andy to you. Least he’s a real man minus the abusive part. You are a fucking waste of space.” With the last words leaving my mouth I punch the mirror as hard as I possibly can and it smashes to the ground. “FUCK!” I shout. Right now I knew what I needed to calm myself down. Two things could. One being Gerard though he was too busy probably fucking Andy in that old abandoned bus at the back of the alleyway they met at. The other being my wonderful, Delicious and burning best friend Whiskey. Fuck the promise I made to Gerard he was never going to leave Andy now. I turn around and stopped the running water of the tub. I made my way downstairs to my trusty and oldest friend the liquor cabinet and pulled out a bottle of Whiskey. I only had the total amount of 4 left after this one. I needed to buy so more. I grabbed a total of two bottles before making my way back to my bathroom. I stripped off and climb into the bath not even feeling the scolding hot water. I could tell it was scolding hot because my skin instantly turned red when it made contact with the water. I opened a bottle and began drinking it. I let the bottle slip out of my hand after I’ve finished the whole bottle. I waited a minute or two before reaching for the next one.

My hand grips tightly around the bottle as I rethink my actions. What am I doing? I promised the love of my life I’d stop drinking. “If he catches you like this Frank you’re going to lose him. He will end his life and it will be all your fucking fault. You are a fuck up Frank always have been and always will be. You are going to ruin the last bit of light you have in this darkness of your life!” I throw the bottle at the wall. Man I’m doing that far too much lately and pull my legs up to my chest. I rest my head on my knees and cry. Two hours later I’m still crying. Though no tears are running anymore. It’s just empty sobs and I’m 100% sure right now I’m never going to be with Gerard. What’s the point in living if we all end up dead anyway? Right now I felt dead. I’m pretty sure I went as white as ghost, which was visible even though my skin was red raw, When I heard Gerard call my name as the bathroom door opened.

Gerard's P.O.V:

“Frank! Get out the tub right now!” I say as I rush over to him to pull him up. He winced as the cold air hit him. I grabbed a towel from the rack and carefully and gently wrapped it around his body. Had I done this to him? Did he do this because I kissed Andy like that in front of him? “Go sit on the bed while I unplug the water.” He obeys and walks out without a word. I pull the plug out and notice the empty bottle of Whiskey on the floor. Not again Frank. I picked it up and put it in the bin and noticed the shards of another Whiskey bottle. This one accompanied by the horrible tasting liquid itself at the sides on the floor. I’m not cleaning that up yet. It can wait. I make my way into the bedroom and sit next to Frank who’s laying down facing the wall. “Why Frank? Why did you do it?” I ask my voice cracking. I heard him sobbing slightly and I sighed. I lay down next to him and pulled the cover over us. I gently cuddled into his back. I knew I wasn’t going to get an answer. So I told him something I wanted to tell him since I first got in the house. “Frank I ended it. Me and Andy are over. He told me he understands and he will always love me.” Okay so that was sugar coating it but it stopped Frank from crying. Andy actually said I was going to regret it and he would make my life hell. He did say he loved me though. He started crying which was something Andy doesn’t do much. Maybe he did love me? He once told me he was scared of losing me and that’s why he’d hit me. It made sense to me then but I was stupid back then. He didn’t hit me when I called things off and told him I’d always loved Frank and I wanted to be with him. Before he walked off his last words were

“Goodbye Gerard, I love you and always will do. I want you to be happy. Only that will happen with me. Enjoy being happy with Frank while you can.”

“Did h-he hit you?” Frank asked and slowly started to turn to face me. He winced at the pain but managed to do it all by himself. “No Which surprised me. He told me to be happy with you.” Again I sugar coated it. Frank smiled at me but then it faded. “What’s wrong?” I ask. “I guess he really does love you!” Yeah he does which is the problem. Though telling Frank that was not going to be enjoyable. I nod in agreement and move closer to Frank and kiss his soft chapped lips. The kiss is slow, Sweet and wet from his tears. I pull away and Frank groans. “Why did you do that Gee? I was enjoying that!” He scowls at me. I laugh “I’m going to get you some painkillers and then you need to get dressed. We have a cinema date with Olly, The fro and his chick and your friend I believe you called her Molly at some point. Though if you’re in too much pain we don’t have to go.” “No I want to go. Molly needs to get to know everyone. She doesn’t have any friends but me. Plus Taylor is whiney and I will not hear the end of it if I don’t go tonight.” He sits up and I throw some clothes on the bed for him. He thanks me and starts to get dressed. I head to the bathroom and grab some pain killers. Though I think it’s a bad idea. “Frank baby?”” I shout. “Yes Gee?” He replies out of breath a little. “How much did you actually drink and how long ago?” Maybe it’s best if he just stays in. I don’t want him to overdose or something. “One bottle and just over two hours ago.” He says as he walks into the bathroom fully dressed. Two hours ago. That should be okay then. I mean it’s only one painkiller. That’s not going to hurt him right? “What’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?” Franks asks. I look him in the eyes and smile “Nothing sweetie. Don’t you worry that pretty little heart of yours. Now take this.” I produce a painkiller laying by itself in the palm of my hand. He grabs it and swallows it dry. “Man My throat is dry. I’m going to brush my teeth before we set off. My breath smells and taste likes Whiskey. Don’t want the gang to know I slipped up again.” I nod and leave him to it taking the painkillers with me just in case.

He comes out two minutes later and smiles at me “So Mikey, Alexis, Pete and Patrick are joining us tonight too. Mikey said he misses his big brother.” I smile wide. I really miss Mikey but I feel ashamed to be around him. He so strong and he has his shit together. Then there’s me the oldest out of us and I can’t defend myself worth shit. I’m not going to let anything like that get to me tonight. “Gee? Will you drive us there? I would but-“ He trails off. We all know you’re not supposed to drive after you’ve had a drink. Frank may of sobered up but he was careful like that. “Of course I will drive. You ready?” He nods and I walk over to him and place a quick kiss on his lips. Frank being a stubborn twat decides that’s not enough and deepens the kiss by shoving my lips apart with his tongue and placing it in my mouth to explore it. I smile into the kiss and let our tongues dance a sweet rhythm together before we finally pull away at the same time. “Shit Gee. That kiss was the best yet. Knowingyou’re all mine. Well not officially yet.” I look at him confused. I thought he wanted me? He notices my confused face and laughs a little “Gerard Arthur Lee Way will be my boyfriend? Just pointing out if you say no I’m going to collapse on the floor and cry.” My turn to laugh at that. “Of course I will be Frank. I want nothing more in the world than to be your boyfriend. I love you Frank. Always have done. Always will.” We kiss quickly again before leaving the whole house.

Our group was massive and I made sure to sit next to Frank and Frank only. I’d heard about Children of the corn before. It’s supposed to be scary. Thank god I had Frank to cuddle now. The lights went out and the movie started. I felt a pair of eyes on me to the left of me. I glanced over to see Andy smiling at me. He had Ashley with him. “Gee? You okay baby? You’re shaking!” Frank whispers in my ear, His voice dripping with concern and worry. I’m guessing he follows the direction my eyes are in because he suddenly curses. “Shit!” Always has to ruin everything.” Not once have I broken eye contact with Andy. That is until Frank stands up and walks in front of me to walk over to Andy. He takes the seat next to him and leans in. He whispers something to him before returning. Andy looks scared out of his mind. As Frank sits back next to me I look at him “What did you say to him?” I ask. “Don’t worry about it Gee. He will not be bothering you for a while.” Then he turns his attention back o the movie. I pay no attention and look at Andy again. He shaking slightly and looking at the screen. He looks everywhere but at me. I notice him getting up and I decided I really wanted to know what Frank had said. “I need to use the bathroom Frankie. Be back soon okay?” Frank nods not taking his eyes off the screen. I slip out the cinema and find Andy in the bathroom splashing his face with water. “Andy?” He jumps and looks up at me. “H-hi Gerard. I have to go.” He pushes past me and reaches for the door handle. I grab his arm and pull him back. “Andy what did Frank say to you?” He gulps rather loudly and looks to the floor. “He said—“

Notes

Three updates in 2 days. I'm on a roll.
I guess you expected fighting in this chapter right?
Don’t worry your pretty little heads there will be fighting between Andy and Frank soon enough.
Oops spoiler alert.
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