If I fall you'll catch me, right? *frerard
#4 Awake and unafraid
Gee's POV
"Nice drawing!" I looked up and almost fell of the bench. "Andy? Is that you?" I asked. "Yes! IT's me" He answered, laughing little bit because of my reaction. I let that sink in. Then after few seconds passed I almost jumped in Andy's arms. "Andy!!!! I missed you so much!!!" "I missed you too Gee" He said and you can say by his voice that he had big smile on his face. After few minutes of hugging each other, full realisation of situation hit me and I pulled away "Wait. What are you doing?" And before he could answer I continued "I'm not complaining I missed you as hell but WTF? Shouldn't you be in Europe?" He chuckled at my out burst. "Well I was thinking of visiting you. I missed you like crazy. So yeah. Here I am" He screeched his neck. I smiled and hugged him really tight. He chuckled and hugged me back.
Next few hours we just sat there and talked literally about everything. It's always like this when we are together. I didn't laugh that much for months now. He was only one to make me laugh and smile. Yea you can tell that I kind of have crush on him. You can't blame me. We know each other like forever. Our parents were friends and they always met when we were kids so we always played together. Than we went to same school and we become best friends. He was always there for me but 3 years ago his parents had to move to different country because of work. It was really hard to know that my only friend was moving on and it all happened when people in school found out that I'm gay and I needed support so much. So that sucked. But here he is. Next to me like nothing happened. Smiling, laughing, telling me stories what happened in his new school.
"So how are you yourself? You didn't tell me anything about you." he asked and in that I was like Shit! What should I tell him. Oh I was just thinking of different ways to kill myself. Do you have any good idea for it? No I can't really do that.
"Well , my brother is hanging out with shitbags that beat me up and doesn't talk to me. Also my father seem that he doesn't enjoy my company very much. Oh and my mother doesn't have more than a few months and that's it." there was a silence between us. He looked shocked. Well, who wouldn't look shocked from my outburst. " Yeah, you can't really say that my life is full of pleasant things but you can say that i'm used to it" I tried to look happy but I think I failed. He looked so sad I wanted to kiss him. Shit, I thought that didn't have crush on him anymore. Shit! That's not good.
I changed topic and we chatted little bit more but eventually I had to come back home. He walked me home and we hugged again. "I will pick you up tomorrow for school. " He whispered in my ear when we were hugging. I pulled away in surprise "What?" I asked in confusion "You really thought that I leave you alone after what you said. I'm going to school with you tomorrow" "But-" I tried to say that I didn't need a baby-sitter but he interrupted me. "No buts I'm going with you. And no I will not be your baby-sitter. I will be just there if someone will try to beat you up. And it'll be like good old days." He said. Is he reading my mind or what? 'Cuz I already find it little bit weird that he knows what Im thinking about. I asked myself worried. What if he knows about my crush? No he can't. "Sometimes I feel like you can read my mind." I said suspiciously. He just laughed. "I will see you tomorrow. Good night" He smiled and turned to walk I guess to his house. "See ya." I said and turned to my door. I sighed and turned the key and walked in the house. I closed the door and was about to go upstairs to my room but a voice stopped me. "Where do you think you're going?" Shit, my dad. I'm in some deep-shit judging by his voice. "Just to my room" I replied. He walked to me and without any word hit me in the jaw. Wow, he really not in the mood. "That's for not being such a suck up son. I hate you." He said and again punched me in a jaw. Than he turned and walked to the kitchen. I run to my room again not wanting for him to come back and beat me up again. I wasn't really surprised that he dodn't love me but it's still hurts to know that my own father doesn't love me. No one does. Fuck, I sound so pathetic.
I fell on my bad and thought about everything that happened today. I remembered what happened today at school. About Frank. Why he even saved me? I need to say thank you to him. Oh I'm pretty sure that he will not even remember me tomorrow. What if I will say thank you. Will he beat me up? Will he be like 'WTF are you talking about shitbag?'.
I don't remember when did I fell asleep. Tomorrow will be fun. Sense my sarcasm, huh?
"Nice drawing!" I looked up and almost fell of the bench. "Andy? Is that you?" I asked. "Yes! IT's me" He answered, laughing little bit because of my reaction. I let that sink in. Then after few seconds passed I almost jumped in Andy's arms. "Andy!!!! I missed you so much!!!" "I missed you too Gee" He said and you can say by his voice that he had big smile on his face. After few minutes of hugging each other, full realisation of situation hit me and I pulled away "Wait. What are you doing?" And before he could answer I continued "I'm not complaining I missed you as hell but WTF? Shouldn't you be in Europe?" He chuckled at my out burst. "Well I was thinking of visiting you. I missed you like crazy. So yeah. Here I am" He screeched his neck. I smiled and hugged him really tight. He chuckled and hugged me back.
Next few hours we just sat there and talked literally about everything. It's always like this when we are together. I didn't laugh that much for months now. He was only one to make me laugh and smile. Yea you can tell that I kind of have crush on him. You can't blame me. We know each other like forever. Our parents were friends and they always met when we were kids so we always played together. Than we went to same school and we become best friends. He was always there for me but 3 years ago his parents had to move to different country because of work. It was really hard to know that my only friend was moving on and it all happened when people in school found out that I'm gay and I needed support so much. So that sucked. But here he is. Next to me like nothing happened. Smiling, laughing, telling me stories what happened in his new school.
"So how are you yourself? You didn't tell me anything about you." he asked and in that I was like Shit! What should I tell him. Oh I was just thinking of different ways to kill myself. Do you have any good idea for it? No I can't really do that.
"Well , my brother is hanging out with shitbags that beat me up and doesn't talk to me. Also my father seem that he doesn't enjoy my company very much. Oh and my mother doesn't have more than a few months and that's it." there was a silence between us. He looked shocked. Well, who wouldn't look shocked from my outburst. " Yeah, you can't really say that my life is full of pleasant things but you can say that i'm used to it" I tried to look happy but I think I failed. He looked so sad I wanted to kiss him. Shit, I thought that didn't have crush on him anymore. Shit! That's not good.
I changed topic and we chatted little bit more but eventually I had to come back home. He walked me home and we hugged again. "I will pick you up tomorrow for school. " He whispered in my ear when we were hugging. I pulled away in surprise "What?" I asked in confusion "You really thought that I leave you alone after what you said. I'm going to school with you tomorrow" "But-" I tried to say that I didn't need a baby-sitter but he interrupted me. "No buts I'm going with you. And no I will not be your baby-sitter. I will be just there if someone will try to beat you up. And it'll be like good old days." He said. Is he reading my mind or what? 'Cuz I already find it little bit weird that he knows what Im thinking about. I asked myself worried. What if he knows about my crush? No he can't. "Sometimes I feel like you can read my mind." I said suspiciously. He just laughed. "I will see you tomorrow. Good night" He smiled and turned to walk I guess to his house. "See ya." I said and turned to my door. I sighed and turned the key and walked in the house. I closed the door and was about to go upstairs to my room but a voice stopped me. "Where do you think you're going?" Shit, my dad. I'm in some deep-shit judging by his voice. "Just to my room" I replied. He walked to me and without any word hit me in the jaw. Wow, he really not in the mood. "That's for not being such a suck up son. I hate you." He said and again punched me in a jaw. Than he turned and walked to the kitchen. I run to my room again not wanting for him to come back and beat me up again. I wasn't really surprised that he dodn't love me but it's still hurts to know that my own father doesn't love me. No one does. Fuck, I sound so pathetic.
I fell on my bad and thought about everything that happened today. I remembered what happened today at school. About Frank. Why he even saved me? I need to say thank you to him. Oh I'm pretty sure that he will not even remember me tomorrow. What if I will say thank you. Will he beat me up? Will he be like 'WTF are you talking about shitbag?'.
I don't remember when did I fell asleep. Tomorrow will be fun. Sense my sarcasm, huh?
Notes
New character!!
Guys I'm sorry for long wait but there was a lot of shit for me to deal and I wasn't really satisfied with the chapter I wrote so I re-wrote this chapter and yea. I don't really want to read it 'cuz I probably want to delete it again. So if it's just a shit, sorry.
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