His names 'Gee' or something like that

I woke up on the bathroom floor, gerard still holding me in his arms, there were still tears on his face where he had been crying last night, i felt bad, ive hurt gerard...what does he think of me now? I carefully carry gerard to bed, bridal style and place him under the warm blanket, thats better i thought too myself as i kissed him on the forehead. I went back into the bathroom and tidied up...picking up each individual pill that lay on the floor, why did i take them? Urgh im such a dick, i threw the pills away...i washed my face and freshened up.
I head to the kitchen, and cooked some bacon, im sure gerard would appreciate that and he might forgive me, however i dont want to act like nothing happened when damn fucking right it did, i just wanna put things right with him.
When i finished cooking the bacon i put it on some bread then placed it on the table for gee, then i had an idea...i quickly put my shoes on and quietly left my apartment. I ran to the shop a few minutes away and brought some flowers, when i got back gerard was still sleeping, which was useful as i needed time to put the flowers in some water before i gave them to him.
I arranged the table and went to wake gerard,
'baby, wake up, baby?' I whispered, shaking him gently,
'mm heey frankie' he smiled, wiping his beautiful eyes,
'come with me baby' i said as i held up my hand for him to grab, i helped him out of bed and took him too the table, i pulled out his chair,
'after you madam' i said winking at him,
'cheeky' he laughs, blushing a little,
'so, what you think, i hope you like the flowers, theyre for you' i smiled at gerard,
'baby, theyre beautiful, thank you' he blushed, his cheeks flushing red.
we ate our bacon sandwiches and started to tidy up, i felt better after waking him up to something nice like that, i hope its took his mind off last night.
I began washing the plates in the sink as gerard got dressed and freshened up, i suddenly feel a warm breath on the back of my neck and two arms wrap around my little waist, i turn too see gee,
'heey' i giggled,
'hey baby' he smiled as he pushed me against the worktop, thrusting his tongue down my throat, i bit his lip and run my hands up his back, making him quiver, i can feel gerards hard on against my leg. Which gets me going, i feel my pants begin to painfully tighten...'f-fuck' i whimper as gerard dominates me, i want him to take full advantage of me right here, right now.
I remove his t-shirt and throw it on the floor, he does the same and removes mine. I then feel my zipper coming undone and my pants pull down, i step ouf of them. Im now conpletely naked, i remove the rest of gerards clothes so we both are.
We continue kissing, its very sloppy but its good, gerard starts kissing my neck leaving love bites all the way down, i whimper 'oh-g-god'
I drag him to the bedroom and throw his naked ass on the bed, this was it and there was no going back now. I got him on his back and got inbetween his legs, i bite his neck and even draw blood, but he moans 'd-don stop f-fuck', i position myself ready and enter him, 'arrg' he shouts...
'd-do you want me to stop?' I ask nervously,
'No f-frank' he whimpers,
i thrust, getting quicker and quicker each time, i dont stop kissing gerard, his moans muffled as my lips collide with his, i reach my point and then i just explode, moaning and groaning 'arrrrr'...this must have triggered gerard because he did the same soon after.
I slumped down on the bed next to him, we were both sweaty and tired, i pull the covers over us and snugge up to him, moving his wet hair out of his face and kissing his cheek, 'i love you gerard' i pant,
'i love you too frankie' he whimpers.

Notes

I am now going to hide somewhere,
this is my first proper attempt at smut,
I found it really cringy writing it but I hope you guys like:)!
I know its not the best but ill do more soon:/

I will stop hiding now, promise :o