His names 'Gee' or something like that

The kiss intensifies and then i find myself on my back, i never want it to end, i could kiss him forever, Gerard groans a little then pulls away,
'Im s-so sorry Frank' He says, his eyes begin to fill with tears,
'Gerard, whats wrong, is it me? have i done something wrong?'
I begin to get worried, what if ive put him off or ruined our just beginning friendship?, what if I'm not good enough?
'no its not you frank, its me, i shouldn't have rushed this, I'm so sorry, we've only just met I...'
'Its fine Gerard' I say,
'your not mad at me?'
'Of course not Gee, I love you, i always have, ever since i first saw you' I say nervously,

At this point I'm beginning to get really nervous, what if i have took this too far by telling him i love him? should i have waited? shit.
'you mean that, Frank, I-i love you, too'
I get butterflies as soon as i hear those three words, the three words Ive longed to hear from him, i really do love him and ill never stop loving him. I take Gerard's hand in mine and look at him, wiping the tears off his face with my left sleeve. I feel guilty that hes been crying, even though it wasn't my fault, i never want him to cry, i never want him to be sad, i just want him happy. I kiss his forehead being careful not to catch the cut where he had hit his head earlier.
'Frank, I'm not sure if I'm ready for anything serious yet'
'I understand' i say,
It upset me a little but i understand where hes coming from, i don't want to rush him, i want us to take our time with our relationship, so it works.
'i really do love you frank, however lets not rush it'
'of course Gerard'

That seems to go out the window a little when he kisses me again, but i don't mind, we get really into our kiss, rolling around, until he accidentally knocks his lamp off his bedside table, he pulls away,
'shit' he laughs,
we both begin rolling around giggling, Gerard's so cute when he laughs, he has the voice on an angel, its perfect, just like him. We lay under the covers for a while cuddling until we fall asleep.

I suddenly awoke, its quite dark now, i look at the clock, it reads 7:45pm, we must have been asleep a while, I can see Gerard begin to wake up himself, his hair is sprawled across his face, its adorable. He turns to face me, moving his hair out of his face,
'Hey Frankie' He whispers,
'Hey sleepy head' i smile,
He giggles and kisses me on the cheek, we lie there for a while facing each other,
'I think i better be getting home Gee I'm sorry'
'Its fine, i understand Frank, want me to walk you home?'
'No Gee its not far from here, ill be okay' I say,
'sure? do you want my number just in case, i mean, its getting dark out'
'okay then' I smile,
We exchange numbers and i get my bag, Gerard walks me too the door, i give him a quick kiss as i leave,
'see you tomorrow Gee'
'See ya Frankie!'

***TIME LAPSE***

I hear my alarm go off, I open my eyes to the sun shining brightly through the window, i lay on my bed for a while, thinking about last night and how perfect it was, i cant wait too see Gerard today! I quickly drag on some clothes and head out the door, i stand at the bus stop, smiling like an idiot...The bus arrives, a little later than usual but that's okay. I get on, again followed by Mikey and Ray, and sit down waiting patiently too see Gee.
The bus pulls up at his stop, i look out the window, No Gerard, My smile turns upside down. The bus waits for a few minutes before departing. Where is he? is he okay? then i remember we exchanged numbers, I better text him.

Notes

i hope you like it guys! im sorry for the terrible cliffhanger, but i will do the next chapter tomorrow :3