I felt a little uncomfortable with Gerard, The boy i adore, next to me. Him being there distracted me from my work a little so i got shouted at a few times, which is unlike me.
'Are you okay Frank?' he said,
'Yeah, F-fine thanks' i said in reply,
He must've noticed that i felt a little uncomfortable, what if he feels like i don't want him there? I mean, i really do want him there and there's many other places where i wanted him...Fuck.
'Hey was you the guy i sat behind on the bus?' He said,
'Uhm, Y-yeah' I stuttered,
'I thought so' He replied,
'Hey so wanna hang out sometime?' He asked,
I felt my cheeks flush bright red, i couldn't hide it, of course i wanted to hang with him and there was no way i was gonna turn him down, I'm in love with him and ill do anything he asks.
'Yeah, sure' I said,
'cool'

When class had finished, i grabbed my backpack and made my way to the door, Gerard close behind, until suddenly i heard a thud, i quickly turned to see Gerard on the floor, i ran over to him as quick as i could..
'Gerard, shit are you okay, what happened'!?
'I s-slipped on some paint' He replied, his voice was very shaken up,

i knelt down beside him and sat him up against the wall, he hit his head and it looked pretty sore, i was the only one helping him as everyone had rushed to get to their next class.
I grabbed his hand and helped him up.
'Thanks Frank' He said,
I nodded and helped him to the nurse so she could put something on his head, which had now started to bleed a little. I was nearly in tears, the boy I'm in love with is hurt, and it hurts me seeing him in that way. When we got to the nurse she put some sort of plaster on it and then let him go. We headed towards our classes, rushing as we were already late. Gerard turned to me,

'what you got now Frank?'
'uhm, I have science'
'oh, i have maths, ill see you at break'

we both went our separate ways to go to class, i diddnt want to leave him, he was hurt and i wanted to be with him all the time, i wanted to cuddle and kiss him to make him feel better, but i couldn't 'sigh'. I entered the quiet classroom, which i found very awkward, peoples faces turning to stare at me, the teacher eying me up as i walked over to my seat, which was next to Rays, i sat down and placed my bag on the floor next to me, the teacher started talking to the class about stuff that meant nothing to me, all i could think about was Gerard, his face, his eyes, his smile, just him really, he means everything to me, i just want him to be mine.

Finally, the bell sounded for break, i was looking forward to it for once because i could see Gerard and make sure he's okay, i quickly grabbed my stuff and started heading towards maths where he was, i just wanted too see him, so bad. I saw him and walked over to him, i had a big smile on my face and this was very unlike me, i hardly smile at school because I'm pretty shy and i feel like i have a horrible smile. He turned to me,
'Hey Frankie' He said, with a smile on his face,
Shit, how does he know my nickname? nobody ever really calls me that apart from Mikey, and even that's occasional.
'Hey Gee' I smiled back, trying not too look uncomfortable this time,
we went for a walk around the school and got to know each other a little more, i now know that Gerard's a singer and he knows that I'm a guitarist, i think he likes that, i hope he does.

***TIME LAPSE***

The bell rang for the end of school, i grabbed my bag and headed towards the school gate, I saw Gerard and he walked up to me.
'Hey, wanna hang out then?' He asked,
'Yeah, sure' i said,

We got on the school bus home and i got off Gerard's stop with him, we headed towards his apartment, he opened the door and welcomed me in, his apartment was nice, he seemed to have a black and red theme going on, i liked it. we sat down on his black leather sofa and he flicked on the TV, there was nothing decent on, apart from game shows, which Gerard said he liked, but I'm not really a fan myself. We watched part of this game show and then Gerard flicked the TV off.
'Hey, wanna check out my bedroom frank?'
'Uhm, yeah sure' i said,
at this point i felt slightly awkward, it was a little weird to me that he was asking me to go to his room but i like it, maybe something might happen and he admits he likes me then we get together...i don't wanna get my hopes up, i do that too much. We walk into his room, he has alot of comic books and xbox games, im guessing hes into that stuff. We sat down on his bed, his sheets were black with red parts in places, He looks at me and i look right back at him, we make eye contact but this time, its not as awkward, there's something between us and i know it, he leans in and kisses me softly, i shudder a little, but i dont hold back, i want him, i need him.

Notes

I'm sorry its a little boring at the moment guys but it will get better i promise :)
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