I feel so guilty for what ive done, i promised id never hurt Gerard again and what do i do? hurt him. Im such a joke i really am.
I wake up, i must've fell asleep again, Gerard isnt here, nobody is, im on my own, Why has he left me? have i hurt him too bad? fuck.
I suddenly hear footsteps and turn my head to see Gerard walk through the door, He notices im awake,
'Frankie, baby' He smiles, sitting down next to me,
'h-hey' I mutter, smiling back because im happy to see him,
'you were asleep a while' He says,
'Sorry i wasnt here when you awoke i went to get a drink' He added, holding up a bottle of water,
'Mind if i h-have some?' I stutter, my throat feels dry,
'sure Frankie' He says, taking off the lid and holding the bottle to my dry lips,
The water felt so good as it went down my throat.
'Thanks'
'Im worried about you Frankie' Gerard exclaims, his tone becoming a little more attacking,
'i-i know' I mumble,
'how long have i gotta stay?' I ask,
'Until tomorrow, they need to monitor you, Frank the pills you took could have killed you' He says, looking concerned,
Oh well i think to myself, feeling a little guilty after the thought.
'Are you hungry?' Gerard asks, placing his warm hand on my cold one,
'N-no' I say,
I still feel shitty, but having Gerard here comforts me, his presence makes everything better.
'are you staying here tonight with me?' I ask,
Please say yes,
'Yeah, if you want me too?' he says,
'Yeah of c-course i would' I smile, interlocking my pale fingers within his,

He leans in to kiss me, his soft lips connecting with mine, he bites my lip, and then puts his sloppy tongue in my mouth, I begin to get hard,
'S-shit Gee' I say, pulling away,
'W-what Frank?' He looks concerned,
I laugh and point at my crotch, Gerard laughs with me,
'Sorry Frank' He giggles, blushing bright red,
'Its fine' I smile.
'Maybe another time' I say, winking at Gerard, he gets the hint and bites his lip, which turns me on, my hard on wont be going very soon.

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Its getting late and i can see Gerard drifting too sleep on the chair next to me, He looks so cute when he's tired, aw. I let him sleep because i know he's tired, Im tired myself, so i begin to drift off.
Suddenly, i wake up in a hot sweat, i jerk up, struggling to catch my breath,
'G-GERARD' I scream,
He suddenly runs up to me,
'FRANK WHAT? FRANK...' he screams,
'Frank?'
'Hold me' I say, tears streaming down my eyes,
Gerard climbs into the hospital bed with me and wraps his arms round me, which calms me down, i must've had a bit of a panic when i woke up, He kissed me on my neck, comforting me.
'Sshh Frankie, its okay baby' He whispers in my ear,
'I-i love y-you Gee' I whimper,
'I love you too Frank' Gerard whispers,
We lay there for a while, and then i turn to face him, he is so beautiful he really is. I lean in too kiss him, our lips meet perfectly, his tongue began to massage mine, he tastes amazing. He's suddenly on top of me, grinding on me, i can feel his hard on against my leg,
'G-gee n-not now, w-were i-in a h-hospital' i say, my words muffled,
He pulls away,
'Nobody can see us' he says, his lips dripping with saliva,
I nod and we continue, his pretty lips touching mine. I remove his jeans and pants, but not his top, just in case. He lifts up my overall (I have to wear it in hospital, sigh) and positions himself between my legs, he starts kissing down my neck, leaving me trembling for him to just dominate me,
'F-fuck' I whimper as he brushes against my hard on,
'Frankiiieeee' He moans, which turns me on even more,
He slowly enters me,
'Arrg, Gee!' i snap as it hurts a little,
He moans, We wait a minute then he starts thrusting, moving his hips on top of me,
'Arrrrrr, F-fuck' He groans, trembling above me, his mouth making the perfect O,
I watch his pretty face as he thrusts harder, increasing the pace each time, I could tell he was getting close because of the expression of his face,
'Arrg, frank, f-frank, i-im...' he mumbles as he finishes, which makes me finish,
'Geeeeeee, s-shit' I moan, my voice stuttering,
His arms give way above me and he slumps on top of me, Were both tired and panting, our bodys sticky with sweat. Gerard quickly puts his clothes back on and gets back into bed with me, cuddling me, we both fall asleep.

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