Never Let Me Go

When I wake up its 3:30. There is blood all over the sheets. The cuts must have reopened. "shit!" I say to myself as I run to the bathroom and wrap up my arm. My towel falls on my way to the bathroom, so when I get in the bathroom I close the door. No time to pick up the towel when there's blood gushing out of my arm. I decide to just use paper towels instead of finding bandages because I'm cold right now without clothes on.

When I'm done with that, I grab a new towel and go into my room grabbing a long sleeve shirt and jeans and change into them before going back into THW bathroom to properly bandage my arm. When I come back in my room, my mom is standing next to my bed. "what happened here? " she asks. I didn't want to tell her the truth, so I said the first thing that came to mind "I got my period" great excuse Frank. She's not gonna believe that. "smart ass" she says with a chuckle as she walks out of the room.

Relieved, I take the sheets off the bed and put on new ones. To pass time I put on my headphones and listen to music. While scrolling through Instagram, I feel someone touch my arm. I look over at my annoyed looking mom. I take out my headphones and she says "Frank, your gonna go deaf! I was yelling your name and you should have been able to hear me" she complained. "I have selective hearing" I joked. She sighs before saying "I'm going to the mall to get some stuff. You wanna come? " "Is it the one with Hot Topic?" "I don't care what one we go to. " "I'll come then" "get ready" she says before leaving the room.

Five minutes later, my hair is decent and my shoes are on. When we get to the mall, my mom goes to die whatever it is she wanted tell do. As I'm walking to Hot Topic, I see Gerard in a work uniform. "look, the fag is at the mall." he says when he sees me. "why didn't you come to school for the past two days? Too scared?" "Actually Gerard, you broke some of my boned, so I have to stay out for another one or two days" I say. He just gives me a dirty look as he walks away.

By the time we leave the mall, I have three band shirts and a hoodie. It's about 4:30. "wanna stop and get something for dinner?" my mom asks "Im not hungry" I respond. When we get home, I go into the bathroom and check my weight on the scale. 120lbs. It reads. I frown as I put it back under the sink.

The rest of my day consisted of listening to music, playing guitar, and drawing. Im horrible at drawing, but who cares? When I finally fall asleep, it's around 3:00 AM.

Notes

I'm probably gonna wrote another chapter a little later on tonight. Well, I guess I would technically be tomorrow early in the morning where I live. Anyways, should I make Gerard nicer now, or wait a few more chapters?