Never Let Me Go

I wake up in the same spot as before feeling worse then ever inside and out. The words that Gerard said are still buzzing around in my head. I groan as I try to stand up, my muscles soar and aching and there is a sharp pain in my ribs.

I groaned as I slowly stood up and limped back in the school. I figured the nurses office was the closest help I had. As I walked in the school it was lunch time and people were switching classes or going to lunch. One of Gerards friends spotted me and called Gerard over.

"I didn't think I would be seeing you again today fag! " he said pushing me into a locker. With the possibly broken ribs I already have, i the push hurt alot more then it should. I fell ti the floor clutching my stomach. "why dont you do us all a favor and rid your emo ass of this world! ". He walked away leaving me there laying on the ground while clutching my stomach.

After a few minutes I got up again still in a lot of pain and walked slowly to the nurses office. "what happened here? " the nurse asked. "bullies" I said and she just nodded, i not really caring. "well, I'm gonna call your mom to bring you home because I don't think it would be the best idea for you to walk home in your condition, and you might wanna call the hospital to see if you have any broken bones". I just nodded. I dont think my mom will really care about the bullies. It's happened at my last school (only there were no beatomgs) and see didn't really care, so what would make her care this time?

About 15 minutes later, my mom gets here. "what happened? " she asks calmly, gesturing to my nose. "I Uh... Bullies" I said quietly. "where does it hurt the most? " she asked. "my ribs" "do you want me to take you to the hospital just to make sure your alright?" I thought about the question for a couple seconds before nodding.

When we got ti the hospital, there was about a half hour wait and my whole body hurt when I moved the slightest bit. Once we got in a room, the doctor ran some tests and it turns out I have 3 broken ribs and I shouldn't go to school for at least 4 days.

when we got home, the walk up the stairs to my room was horrible. Once I got in my room I started doing the homework that I had and when I was done, I slowly layed down in bed. Five minutes later I fell asleep.

When I woke up it was to my alarm that I forgot to cancel. I'm the type of person who can't go to sleep after they wake up. I got up and decided to take a shower. When I was walking out the door, I thought about my blade. It was hidden in my box of winter clothes in the closest. I walked over to the box and removed the lid. At the bottom of all the clothes was the shiny blade. I grabbed it holding it tightly in my palm as I walked to the bathroom. I turned tree he shower on and git undressed. Before I went under the water, I cut three slashes down my arm. The blood ran from my arm to the sank and then I went in the shower. When I feel the urge to cut, I prefer it to be right before a shower. The cuts stopped bleeding by the time I got out. I wrapped a towel over my waist and went in my room. I fell on my bed and rolled the covers over me and fell back asleep not bothering ti change out of my clothes.

Notes

Heres the fourth chapter. Please share your thoughts about it with me :)
~Shannon