Wishing We Could Start Again

I woke up and noticed I was on the couch. I don't remember getting there and sure as hell don't know why I'm there, but my couch is quite comfortable and I might stay a while. Than it hit me like a ton of bricks why I was there and I got off the couch to go find who I'm pretty sure was my mother. I heard shouting upstairs and I heard an array of voices so I went up to look. Standing there was Lindsey Way, Mikey Way, Frank Iero, and the Zanders. I wondered where Gerard was but then it hit me: He doesn't know and probably won't until this is all settled and done. I honestly eavesdropped again and was interested in what I heard "I can't believe you didn't tell me! (Lindsey) We didn't even know she knew! (Zanders) Of course she knew. when I take attendance every day way is her last name. I almost shout it out. (Frank) AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME FRANK? (Lindsey) It wasn't something that could be put into a conversation lightly Lindz. We were going to tell you today but(Mikey)" than he saw me and almost yanked my hair out. Thanks Mikey. Or should I say uncle? Uh I find my uncle attractive disgusting. My turn to talk. "I,Thank you, figured it out a few days ago when I learned that the entire band got together in a HOSPITAL. I than looked up what hospital. I saw it was the one I was born in, and remembered what year you guys got together. Than I figured out what day, than ran into some patient records on accident. I figured it out about a week ago thank you, only took me a month to find it." Their shocked faces made me want to laugh but I stayed serious. I didn't say anything because A. Plenty of girls could of been her and B. In reports she is filed dead. Except she's not. You know how my heart failed? A baby had just been born had died during delivery and they asked the family if they could use the heart to save me. They said yes. And I've had problems ever since but it's okay. I'm alive. That's all that matters mom. Lindsey, or well, mom, broke into tears just about than and told me she would never lret me go again and she was so sorry she hsad missed me growing up. I didn't mind. At all. I knew something wasn't right with the Zanders. Know I knew why. There are so many empty holes that need to be filed but right now I have my mother. Now I wonder how my father is going to react to the news.

Notes

Ello! I must really love you because I'm tired from school and dance and still writing this. Sorry if it's crap. Chow! - Katie