Heart-Shaped Box (Frerard)

Gerard pulled up his shirt, staring at his stomach in the mirror. He stool his head in utter disappointment. Why wasn't this working? He needed it to. This was the only way. What else was he suppose to do? Gerard sighed, pulling down his shirt and flushing the toilet. He existed the bathroom and sat in his bedroom, playing The Smashing Pumpkins loudly as he sat on the floor by his bed and plotted what else he could do. He really fucking needed something to eat,though. He couldn't possibly live off of bread, gum and water his whole life. Well, he probably could but that's not the point.
"Geebear?" A familiar voice asked gently behind the door. Gerard smiled gently.
"Come in." He sighed, allowing permission for his boyfriend to enter his bedroom.
"Gee, are you sick?" Frank asked gently as he sat besides Gerard on the floor, entangling his fingers in his boyfriend's.
Gerard shook his head. "I'm fine." He pouted. "Why?" His heart was racing. He couldn't have possibly figured it out.
"It's just...Mikey and I have both noticed...you're not yourself. You're losing a lot of weight, Gee."
"I haven't lost any weight." Gerard pouted, furrowing his eyebrow.
"Yes you have." Frank sighed, reaching for Gerard's shirt. Gerard's eyes widened as he slapped Frank's hand away.
"What're you doing?" Gerard snapped a little too harshly. He saw the way Frank's eyes sank when he stood. Gerard scrambled to his feet.
"Gerard..what happened to you?" Frank asked, feeling warm tears gather in his eyes. Gerard just hit him. What was happening to his loving boyfriend? Frank turned his head and he felt his feet carrying him away from there. Frank shook his head at Mikey's questioning gaze, plopping down on the couch.
"I..I don't know what to do." Mikey mumbled. He was scared for his brother. He wanted everything to be okay again. He wanted everything to be okay again.
"Me either." Frank mumbled, sitting besides him. "I have no fucking idea."
"Is it suppose to be this hard?" Mikey whispered and Frank took a deep breath.
"I don't know." He sighed.

Notes

What?! An update?! From me?! Oh God the world's ending! XD