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I don't want to be here.

Chapter 1

~Frank's point of view~

"You'll love it here in Jackson Falls, I promise!" My mom says as I walk around to the back of the car to start pulling out luggage. I sighed.
I grabbed what little bags i had in this car, And headed up to my room to wait for the moving van to get here. I looked around my new room, Ugh.
I set up my ipod dock then started blasting some music. My mom knocked on my door to turn it down but as usual i ignored her and started putting up posters and pictures i had drawn on my new walls. The walls were painted red. I would perfer black but at least they aren't white.

My mom left to go look around town some, She had asked if i wanted to go but i refused. There wasn't much to see in this tiny town. Instead i sat on the front porch drawing, with headphones in.
It was because of the headphones i didn't notice to guy standing in front of me trying to get my attention. I pulled my earbuds out after i noticed him. He was taller than me (not a surprise i'm short) With jaw-length bright red hair.He had pretty hazel eyes.
"Oh, sorry...didn't hear you." I said quietly, standing up. He smiled.
"It's okay, Anyways as i was saying my mother made me come over here and say hi to the new people and what not. So hi. I'm Gerard and that is my brother Mikey" He said pointing at a kid who was maybe fifteen or fourteen standing at the sidewalk. Gerard looked about my age, Maybe a bit older.
"I'm Frank, I just moved here with my mom." I said. He nodded then turned to call to his brother "Mikes go on back home! i'll be there in a bit"
I looked down and chipped at my black painted nails.
"So, Why don't i show you around the neighborhood a bit? If that's cool with your mom or whatever." Gerard said after a minute. I nodded a yes and we began to walk down the street.
After a few minutes of silence he spoke.
"So, Frankie what's your story? Why'd you move here? Why only you and your mom?" He asked. I shrugged. He had called me Frankie. I pulled on the long sleeves of my shirt.
He laughed. It was a nice sound
"You don't say much do you?" He said
"Sorry, No i don't i guess. Anyways My dad left my mom a couple years back, We used to live in New Jersey but she said she couldn't handle it anymore and wanted to live somewhere small. So she choose here, I guess an old friend lives here? I'm not sure. I don't want to be here though." I said. He nodded.
"Well i have to admit the town does suck but it has some cool people." He bumped my shoulder with his.
I laughed
"Well, part of the reason she decided to move is me, I mean i had been getting into fights a lot at school about- uhh just arguments and stuff" I said. OH god i had almost came out about being gay to him. Everyone back home new and of course so did my mom but i don't want this guy to think i'm a total freak.
"About what? Come on Frankie tell me.." HE said. I shrugged. I didn't want to.
"It can't be that bad! just tell me!" He said. I sighed. I guess i better get it over with as fast as i could.
"I'm gay." I said.

~Gerard's point of view~
As i walked next to the short boy trying to get him to tell me what he used to fight about i almost didn't hear the words he said he spoke them so quietly.
"I'm gay." He had said. I stopped walking and looked at him, His hazel eyes, His black hair that was cut short on the sides, dyed blonde with a black fringe that fell into his face. It seemed way to good to be true, This beautiful boy way gay, Just like me. I smiled a bit
"Oh, That's not so bad. " I said as i kept walking. He followed me keeping quiet as if he wasn't sure what to say.
"I mean, You're not the only gay kid in town. There aren't many i have to admit but there's a few. Me included." I said. I smiled as he seemed to realize what i meant.
"You're-" He said cutting him self off not finishing the sentence. Since he wouldn't i would.
"Yep! full fledged homo. GAYNESS FOR THE WIN" I screamed the last part laughing.
"Seriously though, No one except my brother knows. I mean my mom is really into that jesus shit and she thinks faggots are going straight to hell, I mean just don't tell anyone okay?" I looked at him hoping he would understand.
"Of course Gerard. I'll keep your secret."He winked at me and walked ahead as he said that. I smiled.. I already knew this boy would be a great friend and probably get me into a lot of trouble one day.

Notes

Sooo, i hope it doesn't suck but yea, Comment what you think? Thank you for reading! i love you! bye! oh and if theres anything you want me to add to the story or whatever message me and i'll try my best. Peaceskies!
~MattyTHeKkilljoy

Comments

@GeesGirl!
Thanks! i'll write more tonight but i'v been busy with school and stressing a bunch lately! i'm for sure gonna write more tonight.
~PartyPosion~
-MattyTheKilljoy
*Deviant*

I like it so far! More please
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