Laugh with me

I look back over at Frank, he looks saddened and angry i slip my hand away from his and press answer i sit up and smile at Matt’s voice
“hey babe, you busy?” Matt asked with a slight slur to his voice
“um” i look back at Frank but he was just playing with his hands “no, i’m not why?” i frown
“just wooonnnderingggg” he drags his words causing me to roll my eyes
“Matty are you drunk?” i asked
“maaaayyybeee” he giggle’s i let out a sigh and tell him i’d be over in a minuet, i get up from the bed and shove my shoe’s on
“what did he want?” Frank asks in a low yet quiet manor
“he just wanted to see me that’s all” i answer
“why do you bother Gee?” i turn to him he’s not called me that in a while
“b-because i love him? Because he was there when YOU beat me, he care unlike some” i scoff and walk out the room and out the door.

Once i’m at Matt’s place i can hear Pulp playing, i see the door is already unlocked so i help myself and step in i cough at the smoke and mist surrounding the hall
“Matt!” i call over the music, i continue to walk until i get to the living room, seeing Matt, a man with brown shaggy hair and a nose ring sitting on the couch drinking while another dude in doing a line of white powder which i presume is Cocaine, i look around for the stereo and turn it off, Matt looked at me like a deer in head lights while the other dude keep drinking, “Gee Gee! Whyyy” Matt whines throwing his head back then gets up, he beggings to walk over to me smiling, he places his hands on my hips and ducks to kiss my neck, i moan closing my eyes before realizing what’s going on i push him away “Matt no” i tell him, i see his eye’s turn black with anger, he coming forward backing me up till i hit the wall he grabs my throat and his face in centimeters from mine “when i want you, i can have you” he snarls “go that?2 he shouting squeezing my neck tighter “y-yes” i manage to cry out, he lets go laughing at me as i drop to the floor, what happened to my Matty? I think to myself
“Gee Gee this is Daniel and Nick” he smiles the one i presume is Daniel winks at me and Nick just waves he seemed too out of it to even know who we was
“Gee Gee” Matt calls patting his lap, i stand up and walk over to him, he pulls me in and begins to kiss my back and further up he hum’s as he snakes his hand to my crouch, i want to bat it away but i’m too scared, Daniel is sitting so close to us i can smell his after shave, “M-Matt please” i let a tear slide down my face as he begins to stroke me hard through my jean’s i let out a whine and tip my head down i grab his hand guiding him where to touch, “here take this” Daniel hold’s a white pill to my mouth “take it you fuck” Matt growls pitching my arm i scream out as i do so Daniel shoving it into my mouth causing me to swallow.

After a while i feel light headed and sick, then it went fuzzy, all i could remember was Daniel laughing, and kissing me, Matt fucked Daniel making me watch him, Nick passed out before i could talk to him, i woke up in Matt’s bed alone, my pants gone and dark purple marks on my stomach, neck and cheek he beat me, he beat me and left me alone, i got up and looked at the clock it was eleven past four in the morning, i got out of bed and threw on my pants and went to the front door, i unlocked it and walked down the street, it was pouring with rain the whole way home, i snuck in seeing Frank sitting on the stairs, he looked up at me with wide eye’s
“G-Gerard? What happened?” he gasped running up to me
I let myself cry into his shoulder sobbing, i thought he cared i really did think Matt cares he was only drunk, he love’s me, i know he does he’d never hurt me he was just drunk and showing off i told myself that over and over, “Gerard?” Frank asked looking at me i shook my head and pushed passed him
“Gerard talk to me please!” he begged
I just ignored him and went upstairs to my room, i stripped off and went to sleep, i didn’t want to wake up again and i didn’t want to talk ever.

Notes

it's frankenweenie as you can tell because of my bad writing i haven't updated in a while, i was a year clean but yano, you dont care about my problems, sorry about this xosavemefrommyselfxo can delete this and re write it if she wants i dont care