Dear diary...

Gerard's P.O.V.:
I woke up after having a pleasant afternoon/evening with, Alex's friend, Lynz.
I hadn't heard about her since last night. As I walked downstairs I saw Mikey and Alicia having breakfast in the living room.
"Morning guys, do you know anything about Alex?"
"Uhm... Frank went to her place yesterday, I didn't see them around since then"
I looked outside the window, I could see Frank's car parked on my street, he must've stayed with her... Or...
"Okay, I'll go check on her. Be back in a while"
Mikey and Alicia nodded as they watched me close the door behind me. It was cloudy, the sky looked as if it were going to rain. I walked to her front door, the drapes were closed, everything was dark.
"Alex?" I yelled as I knocked her door, I waited for 10 minutes for someone to answer.
"Frank?" I asked as I saw him buckle his jeans, shirtless.
"Hey man, what's up?"
"Uh... What? What are you doing here?"
"Well.. I-"
"Frank, who's at the door?" Yelled Alex as she came downstairs wearing nothing but his shirt, "Oh, hi Gerard, how did things go with Lynz?"
She looked so relaxed, her face was radiant. As I came in, we went in the kitchen. I could feel things have changed between them, for starters he had seen her naked and they probably slept together. I never really got there with her, she has been a really reserved woman.
"Want some cold pizza?" Asked Frank, he interrupted my thoughts.
"Sure, have any coffee?"
"Yeah, I'm making some. Give me a few more minutes" said Alex as she worked on her espresso machine.
They looked at each other from time to time while we ate, as if they were aware of some kind of secret.
"So... Tell me, what about Lynz?" Said Alex
"Well, we spent all afternoon talking about each other. You know, the basics, stuff we like or dislike"
"Do you like her?"
"A lot, she's amazing, I wish I had met her before, I think she might be the one"
"Woah, don't you think you're moving too fast?" Said Frank
"Nah, I just feel things are right this time. I really like her, were going out in a few hours, I'm going L.A. With her until next week"
Alex stood up and hugged me, I could feel her nipple piercings through her shirt pressing against my ear, "I'm so happy for you, she's amazing."
"She told me you two did stuff in art school"
"What?! She told you about that?"
"No but now I know"
Frank was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes, "ALEX! I DONT EVEN KNOW HER BUT HAHAHAHA"
"I was really drunk and... She's really attractive..."
After teasing her for a while I decided it was time to leave them some time alone. I didn't really ask about them because it seemed that neither understood what was going on.
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(2 weeks later)
"The other night he got home, with a new tattoo"
"Did he get someone's face?"
"Nah, he got my name tattooed on his hand"
"Really? Didn't know you guys were that serious"
"I know, I feel as important as Frankenstein"
"What?"
"He's got Frankenstein tattooed on his right arm"
"HAHAHAHAHA, I love that guy"
"So what's up with you and Gerard?"
"Well... Can you keep a secret?"
"Sure, tell me"
She took her hands out of her pockets and showed me her hand, "we're engaged."
"OH MY GOD LYNZ, THIS IS SO HUGE"
"I know, I was shocked too"
"Are you pregnant?"
"No... We're just in love"
"How long have you been engaged?"
"About... 6 hours?"
"He did it today?!
"Yeah, it wasn't that romantic but I-"
"FFTL it's your turn, good luck" said the stage assistant.
"I'll tell you later, go blow their brains out"
I strapped on the guitar and peeked at MyChem finishing their presentation. It was the first day of the Taste of Chaos tour, everything was complete madness. Tickets were sold out, summer was definitely getting the best of me and booze was everywhere. Luckily, Gerard had left everything behind and was fully into the band and Lynz. I saw Frank leaving stage, sweaty and tired as usual. He walked towards me holding his guitar in one hand and my waist in the other.
"It's packed out there, go do it babe"
"You were great, I loved the flip you did near the end"
"I almost got severely-"
Sonny padded my shoulder "Alex, let's go"
"Go, I'll be waiting here for you"
"Okay"
I kissed his cheek and left towards stage. He was right, the place was filled to the top. As I was tuning my guitar I heard the crowd go wild, someone had walked to stage.
Frank winked at the guys, they smiled and nodded.
"Hey everyone, we're FFTL and we're here to blow your brains out"
He looked at me and approached me, Travis was playing a random riff as background music."
"Frankie, baby, what are you do-"
He pressed his index fingers against my lips, signalling to shut up
"I love you"
As soon as he finished saying that I felt his lips crash against mine in a very passionate kiss, I pushed my guitar towards my back and placed one of my hands on his neck while the other one held my guitar.
"I love you too"
The crowd went wild, I could hear some people going 'aw', 'wooing' and screaming.
"Let's make some noise for these lovebirds"said sonny while he looked at us.
"Frankie, I have to play, see you afterwards okay?"
"Sure, I'll be watching you"
"I have a surprise for you, just wait" I said while I put my guitar properly and signalled the guys to start. Frank said goodbye and greeted both the crowd and the boys.
We were about to finish our presentation when I decided it was time for his surprise. While Travis set his pedal for 'Emily' and Sonny drank some water I looked backstage and winked at him. He had his arms crossed around his chest, Mikey and Gerard were by his side. I took my guitar off for a while and laid it against an amp. I took my hoodie off and revealed I was only wearing a top. On my neck I had 'I Love' written and on my right arm it said 'Frank Iero'. The crowd wasn't going to notice, or at least I supposed that, but I signalled Frank to see it. He saw it and came towards stage. I was strapping my guitar on, he took his white shirt off and had my name written on his chest.
We smiled at each other, and he left backstage one last time. I looked at the band, they were almost ready. Derek had also left backstage because we didn't need any drums in this song.
Sonny approached the mic and signalled both Travis and I to start playing.
"This one goes to a very special lady waiting for me backstage, it's called 'Emily'"
When we finished playing Emily, I could see a few people crying on the front row. While still playing I approached the front row, there was a purple haired girl with a MCR shirt.
"What's your name?" I asked her while I finished the riff
She couldn't believe it. She looked at me with a blank face, her friends raised her hands trying to reach me, "Nicole"
"Hi Nicole, are you okay?"
"My boyfriend sang this to me for our first anniversary"
"That's so sweet, where is he now?"
"He's dead, he died three weeks ago"
"I'm so sorry..."
"I saw you play years ago with Lynz in a bar in New York"
"Really?"
"Yeah, you're awesome. I can't believe you're dating Frank Iero"
"Me neither, here have this"
I handed her my guitar pick and one of my bracelets while Sonny thanked the crowd.
"Stay strong, Nicole, things will get better. I promise"
She looked at me with glass eyes and smiled, I stood up, waved at the crowd and left.
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I hugged the guys backstage, everyone was gone but Bob.
"Hey, Alex, you played great"
"Thanks Bob, were are all the guys?"
"Oh.. I have no idea. Frankie told me to give you this"
He handed me a note, winked at me and left.
Sonny grabbed my arm and smiled while wetting himself with a bottle of water
"Since tour is over, for us, we're going to a bar. Wanna come?"
"I'll catch you guys later, I got to solve some stuff"
"Okay, text me and I'll tell you were we are. Take care"
"Bye" I said as I put my hoodie on and opened the note.
Hey beautiful, when the show's over go to the little cabin next to my tour bus.
I'll see you there.
xofrnk
I walked down the stage and tents set up for the festival and saw my bus. Their bus was a few meters away from mine so I decided to get inside and change. I looked through my bag and put a short black dress on, leather jacket, boots, redid my makeup and came down the bus.
"Hello beautiful"
"Bert..."
"I missed you so much"
"What's that on your face?"
"Your little friends cracked my nose, I have to wear this shit for two more weeks. Tomorrow I'm playing like this so thank them"
"What do you want?"
"I want you. You dressed up nicely for me, that's some sexy little dress you're wearing"
He came closer to me as he looked at me with lust.
"Get away from me, Bert."
"Okay, I will once I fuck you"
"You're sick, get away from me"
"You must be really good in bed, that little ass looks yummy. I saw you play, I like your nipple piercings"
"FRA-"
"Shut the fuck up or I'll make you suck my dick"
He pressed his hands against my mouth and touched my legs.
"See, nice ass. What are you wearing? A thong? Hmmm you flirty little bitch, you knew I was coming for you"
Tears ran down my face, no one was near to save me from him this time.
"I can't wait to see what else you can do with that mouth of yours beside cursing. I heard you and Iero are animals. I heard you're a screamer. Is his dick small?"
I needed to let myself free, I tried to relax so that he stopped being so hard on me. I nodded and winked at him while he touched me.
With his hand still covering my mouth I bit him so hard I could taste his blood. He let go and started rubbing his bleeding hand.
"I knew it, you're a tough little bitch huh"
I punched his nose so hard I heard his bones crack.
"FRANK, GERARD, RAY, SOMEONE HEEEEELP"
A tall thin man with long brown hair came towards me.
"What happened?"
"She punched me in the face for no reason"
"You son of a bitch, you tried to fucking rape me AGAIN"
"What? Bert? Again? I'll call the police"
"No, please Adam, no"
"Man, you can't keep on like this, I'm sorry"
He grabbed Bert by his arms and called what seemed to be a band mate.
"Hey, come to the lot and bring the police. There's been an incident with Bert McCracken"
The police came and took Bert, they asked us some questions and left.
"Hey, sorry I didn't introduce myself earlier. I'm Adam Lazzara from Taking Back Sunday"
"Of course! I knew I'd seen you somewhere. I love you new record!"
"Hahaha thanks, you must be Alex Myers, right?"
"Yeah, how'd you know?"
"Gerard and I are friends, he told me about you"
"Yeah, we grew up together in Jersey"
"Why were you here by yourself?"
"I'm looking for my boyf-Frank Iero"
"Oh yeah, you guys are dating now, I saw him a few miles away from here. I don't want to ruin the surprise but he's got something prepared for you, I'll walk with you, just in case there are any more psychos around"
"Thanks"
As we walked down the lot, I saw the cabin Frank had mentioned in his note. Adam tried to make small talk but from time to time looked at me eagerly. I saw candles on the entrance and a note on the floor.
"Well I think we're here, I think you can take it from here"
"Thanks for walking with me"
"No problem, a friend of the Way's is a friend of mine. Go, enjoy. It was nice meeting you, Alex"
I waved at him, I walked up the couple of stairs into the doorway and opened the note.

Notes

Hey guys, I've been without Internet these past few days but I'll still try to update :)