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Dear diary...

Vampires Will Never Hurt You

Gerard's P.O.V.:
Alex was telling Frankie about one night we went to a Sonic Youth concert.
She was 13, that was the first time I saw her in a different way. She was wearing black leggings and combat boots with a red shirt and a leather jacket. She had red highlights on her hair. I wasn't really close to her until that day, Mikey and her were best friends because they were in the same home room. I'm fact, she introduced him to Alicia and have been inseparable ever since.
I was so glad to see her, ever since she left Jersey to go to art school things went down. She looked so grown up, she wasn't the little girl I carried on my shoulders that night.
"So yeah, Gerard grabbed me and carried me. I mean I thought I would fall. He was only 16... It was an awesome night" she said while she approached me and padded on my shoulder.
Frankie looked mesmerised by her, I heard they had slept together the night before but didn't want to bring it up so she wouldn't feel uncomfortable.
We talked for a couple hours until Sonny from FFTL came looking for her, they had to play in a few hours. It was the last day at warped so... Things were ending early for us and them. Before heading up to the main stage to see her and to play I went look for Bert.
He was my... Dealer? I usually got heroin from him and got wasted.
"So is that Iero guy dating your chick?"
"She isn't mine, I mean we dated a while ago but it was weird. I mean I like her but nah" I said as I finished a vodka bottle.
"Well man if neither of you aren't with her I want to try her, she's hot. I asked Sonny but he got pissed, he says she's like special or some shit"
"She is, she doesn't put up easily. And she doesn't like guys like us"
"What do you mean?"
"Look at us, we're high in a trailer, we haven't taken a shower in days and are always drunk"
"Well she better get used to it, this is fucking warped man. Imagine how uncomfortable she'll feel in the Taste Of Chaos tour"
"Fuck... I forgot about that... Hey she must be playing now"
"Go, i don't feel like seeing Sonny or his crew"
I left Bert's bus, I felt slightly drunk. Frankie, Ray and Mikey were backstage ready to play while looking at Alex.
She did great, she reminded me of Frank. While onstage they both put their soul into it, as if they were making love to their guitars. After them, we were up.
I was getting myself ready to get onstage when I saw Alex come down and talk to Frank. She looked very flirtatious, he grabbed her waist and she whispered in his ear. I felt a strange rage overcome me.
We were singing 'Vampires will never hurt you', when I saw Alex mesmerised by Frank's energy. I came closer to him and kissed him. He didn't turn away, he returned the kiss, he even licked my lips briefly and touched my back.

Alex's P.O.V.:
I was shocked, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. A minute ago Frank was on one side of the stage jumping and swirling around but suddenly everything changed. Gerard had approached him and kissed him while Ray improvised an ending solo. I could see Gerard's body on top of him, his hands were on his face, he had stopped playing to pull him closer. Both of them had their mouths slightly open.
I knew it was awkward seeing them kiss but I couldn't help myself from feeling aroused by it. They pulled apart quickly and kept playing, Mikey's face was priceless. It looked as he was about to burst in laughter but at the same time felt weird around all the Frerard love between them.
That's what the fans called them, 'Frerard'. While on the bus Frankie had talked to me about it, he said he sometimes let go on shows or Gerard approached him while he was drunk.
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It was 6 pm when I woke up from my nap, the guys from FFTL had left to see Jersey. I was so exhausted after the show that stayed behind and slept for a while, it was good to be back home. Since it was the last day all the buses either had something going on or they had left to know the city. I woke up and decided to see if Frankie and Gerard were around. As I walked around the lot I saw a crowd playing soccer. It was them.
From what I could see Gerard was completely wasted, I saw Bert playing with him while they ran chasing a yellow ball. Mikey was very good at it, obviously still sober and Frank... Well, he was a bit drunk. I watched them play from one side when Alicia approached me.
"Hey, where is your crew?" She said while holding a red cup
"Oh, they went to Jersey. They are going back to Chicago after this so they wanted to see what it was like downtown. I felt tired so I stayed behind"
"Sonny told me Bert asked about you"
"Hahahahaha really?"
"Yeah, are you interested?"
I took a quick glance at him, I had a bad feeling about him. He looked trashed, worse than Gerard.
"No, I... I don't know. I feel weird around him, as if I had a bad feeling about him"
"Yeah... I know. I don't really like talking to those guys. I feel harassed. What happened with Frankie last night?"
"Nothing, I just felt tired and stayed in. He hosed me down and took me to the bus so I could get dry clothes and tea, that's it"
"You didn't kiss or anything?"
"Nah, I mean he's cool but I don't think he sees me that way. Although I do like messing with him"
"You'd make a cute couple together"
"We wouldn't look as good as he does with Gerard"
She laughed loudly, the entire lot turned around to see her.
"That's... Very common these days. Frankie's not gay, I guess he doesn't like turning him down and probably does enjoy it too."
"Would you judge me if I told you I found it hot?"
"Not at all, that's the purpose of it"
Frankie had stopped playing and approached us.
"Alex, come, I need to talk to you"
I nodded silently and waved Alicia, he took me behind the bus.
"I wanted to talk about earlier"
His breath smelled like alcohol but he wasn't that wasted, he looked at me and pinned me to the bud like he was used to doing.
"It's okay... I... Never mind"
He came closer to me, I felt his heartbeat on my chest, "Say it, I want to hear you"
"Uh... Don't laugh okay?"
"Sure, tell me"
"I found it arousing, I liked it"
He laughed an caressed my cheek with his cold fingers, "really?"
"Yeah... I guess it was the idea of being in his place yo-"
I was interrupted by his lips crashing onto mine. He grabbed my face with both of his hands, the smell of his cologne was driving me crazy I almost couldn't distinguish the vodka.
Suddenly, a drunken Gerard walked towards us, he couldn't stand strait.
"You fucker", he said while directing to Frank, "you knew I had been longing for her yet you're here kissing her"
He walked towards Gerard and grabbed his arm for him not to fall, "Gee, calm down. You're drunk now, I don't think-"
Frankie got cut off by Gerard's fist, he had punched his mouth. He covered his bleeding mouth with his hands and looked at him with shame.
"I'm sorry" said Gerard while he ran away almost falling.
I grabbed Frank between my arms and took him to the bus, I cured his mouth and cleaned him.
"Thanks", he said while I handed him a bag of ice
"Frankie... Are you feeling better?"
"No... I'm worried about Gerard"
"Me too, I wanted to go look for him"
"You should, I'll look for Mikey, Ray and Bob and ask them to do the same. I'll meet you here in about and hour, okay?"
"Okay, take care of your mouth. I'll see you in a while.
I kissed his forehead and left the bus, I made my way to the woods on one side of the lot. I'd seen Gerard run that way. After walking for what seemed like an eternity I heard someone walking behind me.
"Gerard? Is that you? Come out, it's not pleasant here. Let's go home"
No one answered.
"Gerard for the love of god just get your ass over here, I'm getting tired of your shit"
"Hello" said an unfamiliar voice behind me. I turned around and saw his face.
"Bert, hey, have you seen Gerard?"
"Yes I have"
"Well... Where is he?"
"If you want me to tell you, you'll have to do something for me"
"What? Fuck off, just tell me, he might be hurt or something"
He smirked and pinned me to the floor and lifted my shirt, "you have to be mine if you want to know where Gerard is."

Notes

Quick update before going to bed, it's almost 4 am in my country so I'll see you guys in a couple hours :)

Comments

IT WAS ALL GOING FINE!!!
FUCKING STEPHANIE!!!

Left Shark Left Shark
11/25/14

IT WAS ALL GOING FINE!!!
FUCKING STEPHANIE!!!

Left Shark Left Shark
11/25/14

IT"S A GIRL!!

Left Shark Left Shark
11/21/14

No, Rays fro lost volume..THAT CAN'T HAPPEN!!
Serious note, Bad Frank. Why would you do that??

Left Shark Left Shark
11/21/14

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Ellie-phant Ellie-phant
11/17/14