Dear diary...

Frank's P.O.V.:
The white walls weren't helping with my guilt. I'd been in the waiting room for two hours not knowing a single thing about Alex. I managed to break Bert's face before coming to the hospital, it wasn't worth it but I felt some kind of sick comfort knowing that he was bleeding ad hurting in one place. My thoughts were interrupted by a furious Sonny Moore.
"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER?!"
"I wasn't-"
"Iero, she's been through a lot of shit. Why on fucking earth would you hurt her like that?"
"I was upset, she told me Bert had tried to rape her, again"
"WHAT? YOU CRACKED HER SKULL BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING JUNKIE?"
"I lost control..."
"IERO, IF SHE DOESNT WAKE UP OR WAKES UP FUCKED UP I'M GOING TO TEAR YOUR EYES OUT WITH A FUCKING SPOON"
"You don't think I feel guilty enough? She's in pain because of my fucking rage"
We were pretty upset, almost about to hit each other when the doctor came out with Alex on a wheelchair.
"Mr. Iero? Are you Ms. Myers's boyfriend?"
"Yes, yes I am"
"She's fine, she's just feeling a little pain from the wound. It was a superficial wound, she suffers from anaemia that's why she fainted so fast"
She looked at me with a sweet and weak smile on her face, she was very pale but had rosy cheeks. I walked towards her and kneeled down she raised her arm, caressed my face and kissed me softly.
"I love you so much, Frankie"
I was shocked, I hurt her yet she still managed to look at me with the most sincere and love full eyes.
"Alex, I'm sor-"
"Shh, take me home Frankie, I want to sleep by your side and have some Italian food"
I grabbed her cold hand and kissed her, "Sure you want to go home?"
"Anywhere with you sounds right"
"Alex, you're awkwardly sweet. Are you okay?"
"Yes, sweetie I just... I came to realise you complete me and... I love you"
I had a warm feeling in my stomach, she was practically whispering but the look she gave me was full of uninterested and sincere love I thought I'd crumble.
"Okay then, let's go"
Sonny had been silent the entire time we were talking, he approached her wheelchair and talked to her way softer than he did to me.
"Lex? You okay?"
"Yeah, I just want to go home and rest. May I?"
"Sure darling, tour is over for us."
"Are you going back to NY?"
"Probably yes, I'm glad you're feeling better. I'll give you a call so we can meet up in Jersey, okay?"
"Okay" she said while smiling at him, she looked so sweet I thought it was the pain killers
"Lex, I have to catch a flight. I'll call you okay? If this fucker does something to you I'll be there in a second" he gave me a death glare and then proceeded to kiss her forehead.

While we were at the airport waiting for our flight I saw her buying a donut and walking towards me. She stopped because a teenage girl recognised her, she looked so fragile and skinny with purple hair and pale white skin. Alex walked with her while signing a piece of paper for her. They were discussing something, she hadn't taken a bite off her donut but gave it to the purple haired girl. They parted ways and finally took a seat beside me and kissed my cheek.
"Who was that?"
"Oh, that's Nicole, I talked to her while playing. Her boyfriend died recently, I gave her the donut because she told me she was feeling down... Donuts always cheer me up"
"But..."
"What?"
I just looked at her and smiled, I didn't know she was that generous. She hadn't eaten all day and clearly craved a donut because shed been mentioning that all the way here yet she managed to give it to that girl she didn't even know so that she could feel better.
"You're... Wow"
"I'm... Wow?"
I grabbed her chin and pulled her closer to me, I pressed my lips against hers and hugged her.
We were about to fall asleep when I felt my phone vibrate, she pulled apart from me so I could stand up and answer. It was Gerard.
"Hey, sup?"
"Hey... Uh... Where are you? How's Alex?"
"She's fine, she just hit her head and got a superficial wound. She wants to go back home so were waiting for the next flight to Jersey, why?"
"Well..."
"What?"
"Alicia told me Lisa's back in town and she's looking for you"
"Fuck... How did she get out? It's been a year, she was supposed to stay in longer"
"Well I think the parole department let her out earlier, please watch after Alex, please. Maybe you should-"
"No, I'll stay with her"
"Dude, Lisa's crazy... If she finds out you're dating someone new-"
"What? Gerard? Are you still there?"
"Yeah... Lisa knows you're with Alex"
"How? What? Why?"
"Well... Kerrang dedicated a page to you two... There's a huge picture of you two making out backstage"
"Shit..."
"Okay, this is what we'll do. I'll fly to Jersey tomorrow with Lynz and the guys. Since Alex's house is big we can stay with her so that you guys aren't alone. Okay?"
"Okay, I'll-"
"Frank, listen to me, you have to tell her about Lisa. She'll freak out other wise, she's been in an abusive relationship before so... Be careful"
"Okay... I'll tell her."
"Dude... You shouldn't have fucked her.."
"I know I never though I'd meet someone like Alex... This is messed up, I really love her"
"I know, please take care of her, okay?"
"I will, call me when you're on your way to Jersey"
"Call me when you get to Jersey"
"Sure", I hung up and looked for Alex. She wasn't where I left her. Her bags were still there but she wasn't.
I dialled her number many times, she didn't answer.
I walked around the entire airport looking for her when I got a call from her.
"Alex, babe, where are you?"
"Well, hello Frankie, how are you my love?"
My heart sunk, I felt really sick and dizzy.
"Lisa..."

Notes

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