I Can Sure As Hell Deal With Myself

- One ticket for 14.10 on saturday. I showed my ID for the girl behind the counter. In my opinion she had too much makeup for this job. She looked at me then the ID and then her computer.
- Yeah Gerard, that would be 22 dollars. she said looking at me trying to dig my wallet. I took it out and started counting my money, Frank helped me out a bit with counting, but whatever.
- Okay, that's 7 dollars back, Gee. did she just fucking call me that? That's Frank's thing.
- Don't call me that. I said a little too loud.
- Excuse me mr. Way. she handed me the money and signed me to leave. What a bitch. At least I got the ticket now, I just have to wait Frank outside.
- Hey Gee! Let's go. Frank came out of the glass doors grinning, right behind me.
- Oh, okay... I actually still have an hour to be outside. as mom promised. I shoved my ticket into my wallet as we started walking towards my house. Frank walked in silence, but I saw him smiling and that made me smile as well.
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- Hi Frankie! Today I'll finally see the sea (omg xD). I ran to hug Frankie right when I saw him.
- Did..? Did you just call me Frankie? Frank said in shock, but hugging back.
- I did? S-sorry. he said he hated that nickname, please don't disappear for two weeks again.
- No, it sounds cute... out of your mouth, sweetey. Frank said squeezing me.
- Oh... uh... okay. now I'm calling 'Frank', 'Frankie'.
We sneaked out of my house and ran to the harbor, I can't believe it, this is the sea, it's prettier than those pictures. I gasped.
- It's wonderful, Frankie.
- I know, Gee. I know. Frank sighed smiling. We ran to the ship together, laughing.
- Ticket, please. I dig out my wallet and there was my ticket, I gave it to the man and he smiled at me.
- Have a nice trip, boy.
- Yeah... I whispered back and ran to the front deck and looked at water, it was so calm.
Frank was silent most of the time, but when sun started setting he sighed loudly.
- Gee, it's pretty... almost as pretty as your art. he looked at me smiling.
- I-I'm not that good. I've mostly just drawn out of pictures. I stuttered blushing. I couldn't look at him straight eyes so I looked at the twilight.
- You are... shame. Frank whispered that but it was still easy to hear.
It was more quiet moments, but they didn't seem awkward, more like, when you don't have to say anything... that moment didn't need words, so we didn't give it any, we just listened the waves hit the ship.
It was becoming quite dark and cold actually, but Frank didn't seem to care and neither did I.
- I just wanna jump in the water. Frank breathed out of nowhere. I looked at the water, and it seemed like fun idea.
- Seems... cool. I was still looking at the water, I'd like to jump there, actually.
- Then why don't you? Wouldn't it be fun? Frank screamed full of ecstasy.
I sat on the rail, my face towards Frankie, he was smiling and so was I.
- Wait. Before you go there... Frankie kissed me deeply for awhile... I gotta tell you something, I'm not real and you're killing yourself and me, Frank said with a big crazy grin and pushed me down. The last thing I saw was Frank laughing like a maniac and then, he disappeared. I fell in water and got hit by the ship which caused me to open my mouth and then, my mouth and lungs started filling with water... I... was... drowning? It felt relaxing and calming, I was going to die and I couldn't do anything, anymore, this was the end, and I didn't say goodbye to mom or Mikey this morning... my consciousness slowly faded away and my heart stopped beating, my lungs stopped trying to catch air, my brains stopped working, and I was dead, thanks to my imagination.-

Notes

Ending... I killed Gerard... please don't hurt me. Well this was the original plot I had in my head for a long time and now it's here.
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