I Can Sure As Hell Deal With Myself

My mom said this painting is ready but it's not, it's not right, I have to put another layer of white so the water is brighter... yeah that's it. I started to paint my picture of the ocean. I love water, it's interesting, it's calm if you don't touch it. Like some people are calm if you don't touch them. I was so into my drawing I didn't hear someone enter, but then I felt something touch my shoulder, and I won't lie, I nearly had a heart attack.
- Whoa, sorry Gee, I didn't mean to scare you. You just didn't hear when I tried to call you. so it was just Frank.
- Call you? S-sorry. I said a bit ashamed, sometimes I get into my own world, and it's embarrassing.
- Don't sweat about it. What are you drawing? Ocean? It's awesome, Gee. he said everything so fast, I didn't have time to process all of it.
- Sometimes I might talk a little too fast, sorry Gee. I just hummed back at him, still a little in my own world.
- You're too damn cute Gee. Frank said looking me directly into my eyes, not even blushing. But I was blushing fire red.
- Oh... uhh... I um... I couldn't even answer properly, I probably looked really pathetic now.
- Oh my god! I just wanna take you home, you're so cute, Gee. Frank said, now with pink cheeks. He's the cute one here. I look like a zombie and he looks like an angel.
- Gerard. You are cute, darling. Oh, but keep on drawing or painting or whatever you were doing, I'll just read a comic or two, you seem to want to finish that soon... I mean it's been lying in your room awhile now, unfinished. I didn't even know how Frank was right, but I turned around to keep on painting. Again, I felt his eyes on my back, and I was blushing as I was painting.
Time-lapse
- Uhh, it's ready Frank, so you wanna do something or..? I turned to see him staring at me, don't tell he's been staring at me the whole time.
- It's amazing, Gee. You are amazing! he said really amazed by my skills, this is one thing I'm good with.
- I'll keep doing these... until they're finished. I said blushing a lot now.
- That's good thing, I mean you won't give up. You'll keep going until you feel it's ready. I really adore that in you. Frank said not looking away from my eyes. I wonder how he does it, I mean, I can't keep looking directly into people's eyes without feeling really nervous and unsettled. My gaze fell on the ground, I started to feel nervous just looking at him.
- Yeah... thanks. I said still looking at the ground. Frank wasn't going to say anything so I had to say something.
- Frank, wanna watch a movie... or something?
- What do you have? his eyes lit and he ran to my movies. He searched through all my movies with a huge grin on his face.
- You have like, all the best movies! I fucking love you dude. Hey Gee, wanna watch 'The wolf man'? Frank had a great movie taste, I love that one nearly as much as 'Dracula'.
- Or you wanna watch 'Dracula'? I mean, I've just seen it, so I thought we could watch something else. okay that was really creepy, he knew what I liked. Or was it that easy to see from my face?
- Uh, rather 'The wolf man' . I've seen 'Dracula' last time couple of weeks ago. I said with a nervous laugh. Frank didn't seem to notice my nervousness or he didn't care. He put the movie in and walked towards my bed and motioned me to go there too, well my bed had the best view for my tv. We both sat down in silence. The whole movie went in silence actually. No sounds from either of us, but it wasn't awkward silence, it was more like a comfortable silence when we just didn't need words. I liked this kind thing. I liked hanging with Frank.

Notes

It's longer!!! (not much but still. next one's going to be even longer c:)
And I thought this was at times a pretty cute chapter, I don't know.
Sorry if it doesn't make sense but my thoughts were away awhile...
Could be typos ^-^"