I'm Not Okay

"So is everything okay?" My mom asked when Gerard and I walked in the door, she was carrying Bryce on her hip and when he saw me he reached out for me and I took him.

"Everything is good; the second baby was just a bit slower to develop." I told her and she sighed in relief and hugged me.

"I can't believe you’re having twins!" She said.

"I know, three kids under two years old is a lot."

"But you can do it," she said then gave Gerard a hug. "You both can." She said, not long later Mikey came in.

"So I'm guessing the hugging means everything went well and I'm having two new nieces or nephews?"

"Yes Mikey." Gerard said.

"I'm so happy for you guys." He said then hugged the both of us.

"Thanks."

While I hugged Mikey peanut let out a whine from being squished and everyone around him laughed.

"It's someone's nap time!" I announced, “I’ll be back." I told everyone then went upstairs. Apparently peanut didn't want to go down for a nap because I had to spend over twenty minutes singing to him and rocking him until he finally fell asleep in my arms. When I went back downstairs everyone was gone and Gerard was curled up on the sofa watching TV.

"Where is everyone?" I asked.

"They left; they wanted to give us some time alone."

"Aww how sweet." I said, he smiled and turned back to the TV, I bit my lip then walked over to him and straddled his waist and grinned my crotch against his. He moaned out and grabbed my hips and pushed me down against his hips again.

"I want you." I purred into his ear.

"Mmh, Frank." He moaned and pushed on him further.

"Please Gerard." I said moving a bit then taking off my shirt, "Please fuck me."

"No, not yet, I don't wanna risk you losing the babies. But I will blow you.” He offered.

“Fine!” I said jumping off of him and fighting to get my jeans off.

Gerard laughed at my struggle and got down on his knees in front of me, when I finally managed to pull down my pants and boxers along with it, my dick sprang free, it was so hard it was painful. Gerard inched himself closer but stopped right next to my dick, I groaned out wanting him to suck me off already.

“Gerard!” I whined.

“Beg.”

“Gerard I carried your son and now I’m carrying your twins, the least you can do is give me a blow job.” I said moving my hips forward and lightly slapped his face with my dick.

“That’s true.” He said, and then within seconds his hot tight mouth was wrapped around my throbbing dick.

I moaned then laced my hands through his jet black hair and pulled him closer then pushed him away, at more of a pace I enjoyed.

“S-so c-close.” I moaned out, I felt Gerard hum on my dick; sending vibrations up along my shaft, I felt myself right on the verge of an orgasm…. Then the front door opened.

“Hey guys sorry I forgot my-” Mikey started walking in but when he saw his older brothers mouth he covered his eyes and ran into the kitchen. I felt myself go soft.

“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.” I said jumping back from Gerard and pulling up my pants. “He just walked in on you sucking me off!”

“Shh babe it’s okay.” He said standing up and pulling me closer to him. I felt tears swell up in my eyes.

“Can I come in?” Mikey yelled.

“Yeah.” Gerard called back; I was still locked in his embrace.

“Sorry guys,” he said nervously scratching the back of his head, “I should have knocked.”

“Yes, and we should have locked the front door.” Gerard said stroking my back

Each second I was here I was getting more and more embarrassed as well as emotional, stupid pregnancy hormones, they were hitting me a lot hard this time then last time. I snuggled in closer to Gerard and hid my face from Mikey, I just wanted to go to my bed and die under the covers. I guess the Way brothers noticed because Gerard kept comforting me and Mikey rested his hand on my shoulder.

“Don’t be embarrassed Frank,”Mikey said, “From now on I’ll knock whenever coming over and you people will lock the door.”

I pulled away from Gerard and nodded, I wrapped my arms around my body and looked down at the floor, and I could sense the awkwardness so I went up to my room without saying another word. When I got into my room I climbed under the covers and curled up into a ball, not long later I felt Gerard climb in the bed and wrap his arms around me, I also felt he had somewhat of a hard on still.

“Don’t be upset baby.” He said kissing the back of my head. I shrugged against him and he started to grind himself on me, “If it’ll make you feel better, we can finish what we started earlier.”

“Stop.” I said harshly pushing him away from me. Soon enough I head Bryce starting to cry from the baby monitor “Go take care of him.” I told him. I heard Gerard sigh and get up from the bed.

“I love you” He said me before leaving the room.

“Love you to.” I mumbled.

Notes

Sorry if its not that good, I'm super tired

Till next we meet my killjoys