I'm Not Okay

This never was supposed to happen. Being a boy I was never supposed to be able to become pregnant. I never was supposed to have unprotected sex with a guy. And it never was supposed to be with my band member who was my best friend... who was also married. But it still happened. With knowing I could get pregnant, I still slept with my best friend. And as I looked down at the white pregnancy test displaying a pink plus sign, I knew I had fucked up.

I thought about taking more just to be sure but I had already gone through a box and all five of them confirmed that I was pregnant. A pregnant man, who plays guitar for my chemical romance. A pregnant man who got pregnant by the lead singer. This should be fun.

I ran my hand over my face and looked at myself through the bathroom mirror, my white shirt was loose on my body and at the moment, my stomach was flat. Gerard and I only slept together once so I knew I was only about five weeks along. Five weeks of Gerard not talking or looking at me. But I still remember the night clearly.

“Frankie come here.” Gerard giggled from the front of the bus.

I was laying in my bunk reading a book, all of the other guys were at some party; it was one of those parties where everyone gets fucked up, and since Gerard was sober he didn’t want to go and I wasn’t really feeling like it so I stayed in the bus with him. I put my book down and sat down next to him.

“No here Frankie.” Gee said grabbing me by the hips and pulling me on his lap. I tried to move but he had an iron grip on my waist so I decided to just lay down on him like he wanted me to.

“Was that so hard?” He asked.

“No, but I can feel you getting hard.” I told him, and it was true I felt something poking my ass through his jeans.

“Only you do that to me Frankie.” He said as he attached his lips to my next and started searching for my sweet spot.

I opened my mouth to get him to stop but he found my sweet spot and instead of a protest, a rather embarrassing noise came from my mouth. Gerard heard it to and giggled against my neck as he kept sucking and nipping at the sensitive area. It felt so good I didn’t want to protest anymore, I just threw my head back, giving him more access to my neck. Soon enough I felt my pants starting to get tighter in the crotch area and I could feel Gerard starting to pitch his own tent.

“Frankie,” Gerard whispered as his cold hand started to go under my shirt and roam around my chest, making me shiver. “Let me make you feel good.” He whispered as he kissed all around my ear, I couldn’t help but moan at his words.

“What about Lynz?” I asked.

“What she doesn’t know won’t hurt her.” He said as he flipped me over so I was straddling his hips.

I nodded and pushed down on his hips creating friction in both our jeans, making us both moan out. After a bit of grinding Gerard moved us so I was on my back and he was in-between my legs. I moved my hands to begin taking off my pants but he slapped away my hands and shook his head at me. He took off my belt and used it to tie my hands behind my back.

“If you want me to stop the safe word is mango, okay?” He said in a serious tone. I nodded my head and he went back to removing my pants as well as his own.

He slowly moved his hands so it rested on my dick and softly stroked it up and down. The pace he was going at was killing me, I started to whimper and I jerked my hips a bit hoping he would get the message. He laughed at me but grasped me firmly and began to pump me; I let out a loud moan and started moving my hips with his hand. I threw my head back against the sofa when he rubbed his thumb over my slit, my dick was no leaking pre cum, but when Gerard noticed he pulled away his hand and left me with an extremely painful hard on.

“Not yet Frankie.” He sang as he undressed himself then crawled back in-between my open legs.

He grabbed my legs and pushed them back so my knees where almost at my ears, he had a tube of lube in his hand that I had no idea where he got it from then covered his dick in it and pressed at my entrance. Slowly he pushed himself all the way in me, I had my eyes shut tight and I bit my bottom lip to stop me from crying out in pain. When he was all the way in he stopped and I felt his lips on my ear.

“Mango?” He asked.

“N-no, just give me a second.”

He nodded and waited for me to get used to him. When the pain started to go away I nodded my head and she slowly started to move at different angles inside of me, trying to find the spot that would make me scream. And he when did find it, I let out one of most embarrassing moans of my life.

“Fuck Gee, faster!” I commanded and he kindly did so.

Each time sending strong waves of pleasure throughout my body. My hard on now left like it was gonna fall off if someone didn’t touch it.

“Gerard!” I yelled, more waves of pleasure were going through my body, “P-please.” I begged him.

Soon I felt his hand wrap around my member and he began pumping, it didn’t take long for me to cum all over his stomach and for him to spill his seed deep inside of me. He collapsed on top of me and we were both breathing hard trying to regain our breath. When he got his breath back he pulled out of me and undid the belt that secured my hands behind my back.

“I love you Frankie.”

“I love you to Gerard.” I said as I pulled him down for a long kiss.

Soon I felt my eyes grow heavy and I fell asleep right there on that sofa a sweaty naked mess. When I woke up the next day I was cleaned and dressed and in my bunk. My ass was sore but I didn’t let that stop me from going into the living area of the bus, there I found a hung over Ray and Gerard nose deep in his drawling. I smiled and sat next to Gerard. He jumped when I sat down next to him but he didn’t look at me, I decided to just sit there until he turned to talk to me but that never happened. After about twenty minutes I poked his sides until he looked my way, but he didn’t look at me in the eyes.

“What?” He asked.

“I wanna talk about last night.” I said, the smile on my face was still present.

“Nothing happened.”

“What?”

“Last night never happened.” He said then shoved past me and went to his bunk.

Those were the last words he said to me.

Since I was in the buses bathroom I had to get rid of these test so the guys wouldn’t know or suspect anything. But maybe all these test were wrong? Tomorrow we had the day off, tomorrow I would go to the doctor and know for sure if I was having Gerard’s baby or not.

Notes

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