I Can Hear You (rewriting)

I guess school is over because everyone is walking out of the school building.
I think I'll text Mikey. I pull out my phone and started typing,
"is mom going to be at the same place where she left us this morning?" and as soon as I got my phone back to my pocket, it vibrated for new message and, surprise, it was from Mikey,
"probs... I'll meet u in front kay??" I typed "ok" in a hurry and shoved my phone into my pocket again as I stood up.

I turned towards this window behind me, and checked myself. I looked like I haven't been sleeping but crying few days straight, those dark circles around my eyes were worse, my eyes were swollen and I looked paler than ever.
I sighed and left my mirror image and started walking to where I promised to meet with Mikey.

When I got there, Mikey was already waiting with Donna in the car. I opened back door and hopped in with my gaze down, I didn't want them to notice I've been crying, but of course Mikey knew something was wrong,
"Gerard is everything ok-..." I pulled my hearing aid out and shoved it into my pocket, Mikey frowned but still turned to face the front.

Drive was long... too long, well of course it was for me as in I couldn't hear nor speak. Mikey turned to look at me few times but he didn't say anything, he was probably just checking on me.

When we finally got home, I stormed into my dark basement, jumped under my blanket and cried quietly myself into sleep.

I woke up covered in sweat, and I just had to get out of this bed. I stood up and thought I should eat something because I was starving. I got up from my bed, tiptoed my stairs and sneaked into the kitchen, opened fridge and took out jelly. I put down the jelly jar but kept fridge open so I could see where the bread is.

When my bread was done I sat down and I started to think about Frank Iero, why did he want to bully me? Did I do something wrong? I think I should ask Frank about this, if he even wants to talk to me anymore... and I was pretty mean to Mikey too, I'm a terrible person.

I didn't feel that hungry anymore so I just threw my bread in trash can, and got back to my room. I took my clothes off and changed into my pajamas, got back to my bed and slowly fell asleep again.

I felt something weight my stomach and as I opened my eyes I saw Donna looking at me madly, well she didn't like how I acted yesterday.

I reached for my notepad and started writing my apologies, but before I could finish Donna got up the stairs and walked out of my room.

Great what a way to start a morning.

I dragged myself out of my bed and walked to my bathroom. I started taking my clothes off but then I saw myself in the mirror, I had to fight the urge to hit the mirror right now.

I took off rest of my clothes and jumped in the cold shower, I shivered but thank god water got warmer really fast.
After a long while, I walked out of my bathroom, to my bedroom and I saw there were clothes lying on my bed, Donna must have thrown those on my stomach while I was asleep and that's what woke me up. I dressed up in those clothes and they were a purple and black striped sweater and dark blue jeans, not exactly what I like but whatever. I snatched my notebook with my apology and went upstairs.

I waved at Mikey and showed him the paper with huge grin on my face and I probably looked like an idiot but I didn't care right now.
He shook his head smiling and started to write into a piece of paper, "what happened Gerard?" I walked towards our coffee maker and took a cup of coffee, then I walked to the table and sat down, took a sip and started writing my explanation.

Mikey read it all with a frown and took another paper to write onto "you should go and ask him." I was staring at that paper, shocked. How did Mikey not have better idea's than I?
Mikey saw my face and started writing another one "I believe that if he doesn't have a good explanation" he wrote another one "he's just psyco and you can get him sued :p" I giggled, and then Donna came downstairs, she asked something which I mouthed to "What ... Gerard ... happy about?" and I just showed my apology to her and she smiled in response.

She got her cup of coffee and we drank in silence, all of us.

Notes

This is nice