For Every Heart You Break

*Mikeys POV*


"So Raven tell me was he good" I sounded emotionless and I was. It was painful but at the same time I was numb, a sensation but not one I was unfamiliar with.

"Yes Mikey! Okay he was great is that what you wanted" Raven spat at me voice ful of venom. She looked ready to hit me but she sat there just hitting her lip.

"Yes" I nodded walking over to my brother and sitting next to him. Raven let out a sigh crossing her arms and Frank reached out gingerly touching my shoulder.

"I need a cigarette" she mumbled leaving the room. I never once saw her smoke or seen her have a pack. I didn't question it though, things can change and I didn't feel like fighting her.

I felt a bit like my heart was collapsing. Like I couldn't breathe. We'd been apart for a couple weeks because she couldn't deal with my brother being in the hospital and making sure I wasn't dead and taking care of our baby and making sure I wasn't drinking or doing any drugs. I understood why she needed some time alone but then she cheated on me.

It fucking hurt. But at the same time I didn't feel anything. I just sat talking to Frank and Gerard despite them giving me worried and confused looks.

So I didn't notice that she didn't come back until at least a half an hour later with a sweatshirt on.

Notes

Guys sorry I haven't been posted I just I've been sort of out of it sorry. Thank you for reading I hope you like it though. Also on my front if you guys care at all I got a guys number and we've been texting a lot and its great