For Every Heart You Break

*Frank's POV*


I knew something was wrong I fucking knew. I knew Gerard hadn't taken his pills. I wouldn't say anything I knew how he would get when I did. I knew if I said he should take them he would tell me to go fuck myself he would tell me that he didn't need them that he was fine without them.

I woke up and I could just tell. I looked at Gee and he was frowning and picking at a loose thread on our bedsheets. When I asked if he was okay he was just feeling ill. He looked near tears and we hadn't even left bed. I didn't mention any of it to him and got him some coffee. I thought about slipping his meds into it but if he decided to take it later then he'd be fucked.

Gee was disconnected all day. He stared off into the distance and just nodded at everything I said. I knew something was off but I couldn't say just what. I should've know. How couldn't I notice?

At some point I tried testing him. I leaned close to his ear and whispered something about how no one knew about us and I could fuck his pretty little body into the bed so hard he wouldn't be able to walk without feeling it.

He didn't react. Usually Gee would blush or smack my hand or something. He would never just ignore it. I didn't know what todo. I was numb and decided to wait it out. I would make sure he took his pills and make sure he was okay.

How couldn't I notice?

I went to sleep thinking that we were in the clear. I felt the bed shift a little while later and awoke. Gee said he was just getting water and I believed him. I heard his voice crack when he said goodnight. I chalked it up to him being tired and fell asleep again.

After that it's a bit blurry. It comes in clips really. Next I rember Raven banging on the door so hard I'm sure that the whole neighborhood could hear. She pushed past me and ranto the bathroom. I was confused and angry. I went to go yell at her and saw the bloody body of the man I loved and complaints died in my throat.

How couldn't I notice?

Notes

Thanks for reading please tell me what you think also I issue a formal apology for your heart