Eternity Is An Unbearable Thought

Just as Frank's eyes had finally shut, a voice rang through the room, breaking the comfortable silence. "What happened to her?"

Frank looked up at Gerard, hoping he had heard him wrong. Frank sighed and pretended he hadn't heard the question, he turned away from Gerard, hoping he would just drop it.

"Come on Frankie, you can trust me." Apparently he wasn't dropping it.

"She was murdered, okay?" Frank suddenly shouted, sitting up in bed to glare at Gerard. "By vampires. By disgusting, caniving, vampires.

Gerard sat up too. "Frankie, I'm different. I promise."

"No you're not. They're all the same. You're just some bastard out to get my blood." The air was stolen from Frank as he was slammed against a wall, seriously why is everyone slamming Frank into walls, is it really that fun.

Gerard thrusted his face into the crook of Franks neck, inhaling greedily. "You know what Frankie?" Gerard's hands inched up Frank's sides. "I could rip out your throat right now. Just bite and you'd be over. I'd drink your blood, and you would be gone. No one would be able to save you.

"Or I could just have my way with you right here, right now. You could be all mine, doesn't matter if you want to be, I could force you." Frank was shaking badly, on the verge of tears.

"But I don't. I protect you. Because I care." Gerard seethed. "Now, if you could stop being such a smartass and appreciate it, maybe I could be nicer."

Frank just snapped his eyes shut and nodded shakily. "Now can I please have a kiss?" Gerard breathed into his ear.

Frank was pretty sure no wasn't an option, so he carefully leaned towards Gerard, tears brimming his eyes. Gerard hungrily took Frank's lips, slipping a tounge into the younger's mouth and relishing in the warmth. It was then Gerard realized that Frank wasn't kissing back, he pulled back to see what the problem was, realizing that Frank was crying. He realized how insensitive he had been to the boy, and instantly felt guilty. He really needed to get a hold on his temper.

"Oh baby, I'm so, so sorry. You know about my temper." Frank sniffed. "I know you're just upset about your mom. I would never hurt you, you know that right?" Gerard pulled Frank into his chest.

Frank went willingly, craving the adoration. "Shh... I'm so sorry, sugar. I had no right to be so mean, okay?" Frank nodded. "I'll keep you safe."

"I know." Frank just wanted to kiss Gerard, so he did. Gerard eagerly responding. They soon found themselves back on the bed, Gerard straddling Frank. Gerard's hands began sneaking lower, closer to Frank's waistband.

"Hey, uh, Gee, not tonight, p-please?" Frank questioned timidly, not wanting another outburst.

"Yeah baby, just wanna sleep?" Gerard rolled off of Frank, pulling the weaker into his chest. Frank nodded, not wanting to think about anything.

Notes

I'm so fucking sorry I haven't updated, I feel like a bitch. I'm in this program called I.B. (maybe you know about it), but it gives you homework over the Summer, and as usual, I waited until the last minute and had to do a shit ton of work, so that explains my absense. Warped was fucking amazing, Motionless in White did awesome. Anyway, I'm back now, so celebrate and whatnot.

Title credit : "In My Head" by Black Flag. Awesome song if you were looking for something to listen to.

Oh, and sorry for the filler-y chapter.

xxLee