Sing Me To Sleep

Once we got inside Gerard was engulfed in a big hug from a little girl who's name i didn't know.
"Daddy!!" She squealed. So he is a dad..? Interesting.
"Bandit!" He said before falling on his butt. I guess that little girl gave a pretty strong hug.. And she had a cool name.
"Daddy i missed you!" She had a high pitched voice, which made since.. She couldn't be more than five years old..
"Sweetie I was only gone for. Few minutes, i just went to get coffee" he giggled a little bit. God.. His little giggle made me practically melt.. No. No, frank stop. He has a kid, he is obviously straight. Itriedto stop myself from fantasizing. Obviously I had been lost in thought for a while because now he was bringing bandit into the kitchen. And signaling for me to follow. I followed him into a fairly large kitchen with marbley counters and wood floors. Wow, he lives in a really nice house. Before I could say anything else a lady walked i to the kitchen. I don't know her name but she was loud. Practically shouting, not an angry shout.. I think she just liked being loud.
"Gerard, oh god, what is that horrible smell?" Shit.. It was me.. I smelled like old car and lack of and soap. Probably a little like dirty socks as well. I looked down at the floor.. Well, this is humiliating. Gerard looked at me and i looked at him for a second. "and who is that?" She almost had a nasty tone of voice, almost as if to say Gerard why are you bringing smelly homeless teenagers into are home? andi don't blame her.
"This is uh-" he looked at me.. Why is he starring at me? Can he stop it's making me uncomfortable. Oh, shit. It's cause he doesn't know my name.
"HimynameisFrank" it kind of came out as one long word.. I look so fucking stupid.. And i smell like ass.. And I probably look like ass..
"oh" was all she had to say. I think she was mad.
"so.. That's lynz. She is my wife." He said with an apologetic look on his beautiful face. "Now i dont mean to be rude.. but do you want to maybe shower before dinner?" Wow.. Dinner.. Actual food. I hadnt eaten home cooked food in probably close to a year.. I quickly nodded and he smiled. What a cute smile. He led me to the bathroom and handed me a towel. "I'll get you some clean clothes.. Uh, you get in and I'll bring them in a sec, I might have something that fits in my room."
"Thanks" i said and smiled and walked into the bathroom and turned on the hot water. Wow, a nice hot shower. It had been a while since I got one of these. I stepped in and practically moaned it felt so good. I didn't though. That would have frightened gerard. I smile and washed my hair with some fancy shampoo that smelled like happiness. I washed my body and then realized I had been fantasizing about Gerard and I was hard.. Fuck. I am not jacking off in his shower. I can't. I sighed and finished showering. I turned off the water and wrapped the towel around my waist. It was fluffy and black and felt nice. Oh fuck, where are the clothes?! Nononono, he forgot them.. I can't walk around his house in a towel. I opened the bathroom door and peeked out. Thank fuck, he was walking toward the bathroom. I shut the door before he saw me and waited for him to knock. Once he knocked on the door I got all jittery and opened it. I was in a towel, my body still dripping wet. He was staring. Why was he staring. Fuckfuckfuckfuck. I'm ugly. He is staring at my gross body.. He peeled his eyes away and handed me the clothes. He was all blushy and i shut the door and got dressed. Dinner will be... Interesting.

Notes

Second update. today whoooooop.

ARxoxo