What's life like bleeding on the floor

Gerard's POV

i wake up on the couch with my arms around frank, his back to my chest. I think hes still asleep.

Trying not to wake him, i unwrap my arms and slide off the couch, but I hit the floor with a loud thud. "Hmm?" Frank mumbles, rubbing his eyes.

"sorry babe, i didnt mean to wake you up." I reply.

he mumbles something incomprehendable then curls back up, pulling the blanket over his head.

God, frank was adorable.

Anger surges through me as i remember josh. That mother fucker was gonna pay.

"Frank?" "Whaaat?" He groans, pulling the blanket down just enough to see his eyes. "Im assuming were skipping school today?" His eyes widen in fear, and he nods rapidly.

"Sorry, i shouldnt have brought that up." "I... its fine." He answers after a long pause.

worry instantly surges through me, his tone of voice was way off, even for upset frankie.

"Frank..... whats wrong?" I ask tentavely, not wanting to upset him.

he just shakes his head. "Its really nothing, you shouldnt worry." His voice breaking in the middle.

My eyes wonder to where his arm lays under the blanket. A shiver runs down my back as i remember what i saw recently. Oh god. No, nonononono. He didnt. He did. I breath deeply, trying to stay calm.

"Frank?........" "hmm?" "...show me your arms......" "why?" He sounds annoyed. "Just- ugh, just show me frank." "No." He says defiantly. God, he was so stubborn sometimes.

i sit down next to him. "Fine." I then dive for his arm, pulling up his sleeve.

tears form in my eyes as my eyes sweep over his arm. I let in a sharp breath, amazed at the amount of destruction that has occured in such a short period of time.

"Frank-" im cut off mid sentence. "Im s-sorry!". He sobs. "Frankie, babe! Why are you sorry?!" He looks at me like its obvious, but im completely lost. "For being!" "What do you mean?" "For being stupid. For being not perfect. For just being here!" He puts emphasis on the last word.

"Frank!" Dont ever talk about yourself like that again! You are perfect frankie, don't even begin to doubt that. And next time you want to be dead, come talk to me! I hate seeing you like this! It just makes me so sad."

he nods and wipes his teary eyes. I peck him on the cheek "I love you, frank iero."

Notes

\(^u^)/ yay!!!!!!! Frerard is born once again!!!
sorry for the wait, ive just been busy with my awesome cousins that i only get to see once a year!!!! Thay love mcr and watch doctor who with me and make me millineum falcon shaped pancakes!!! And understand my references, then comeback with another reference!!! Sorry for all that, I'm just excited!!!!! And I just had a ton of coffee!!!! Is it possible to get high off coffee! Cause that's what this feels like!!!!!
Yay!!!!!!!

Stay awesome killjoys!!!