I looked over at Frank and he was crying.

“frank-“

“Don’t fucking talk to him Gerard, he’s not your friend and he doesn't give a shit. But what the actual fuck were you thinking when you slept with bert?!” Mikey yelled at me.

“i wasn't thinking! I messed up Mikey.” I admitted

“I know that dip shit, but to go as low as fucking Bert? and what for, just so he could hurt you more?”

i felt like my insides were collapsing on me, as the shouts directed at me kept coming.

“mikey can we please not do this in public?” i asked looking at frank who was staring at me with dead eyes

“frank can hear this, or is there more you're not telling me?”mikey asked me

I stared at him and i could feel franks eyes staring into me as i focused on mikey.

“gerard what are you hiding that is worse than fucking bert?” he asked me harshly not caring that his best friend was in the room with him.

“mikey seriously can we do this in private or y’know not at all since you never gave a shit before?” i asked sneaking a glance at frank, but mikey must’ve seen it because he then
sat back and looked between me and frank.”what are you hiding from frank and why are you hiding it?” he asked suspiciously.

“we’re not hiding anything mikey.” frank answered which surprised me since he'd been silent the whole time during the argument.
“but your brother seems to be hiding a lot.”

“frank i didnt-“

“what are you talking about?” mikey asked frank.

“nothing. just stating that your brothers a heartless liar, and that im leaving.” he said standing up and heading towards the stairs to exit my room.

“frank wait-“

“don't you fucking tell me to wait gerard!” he yelled harshly
“i’ve been fucking waiting this whole time. Waiting to come out, waiting to stop being your little pleasure, waiting for you to come home after a fight, waiting for you to come apologize after you've hurt me multiple times, waiting to not be your dirty little secret!”

“frank you aren’t my dirty little secret. What are you talking about?”

“Bull shit! you wouldn't even let me tell your own brother whose my best friend!”

“he wouldn't accept-“

“i don’t fucking care gerard! Even if he hated me after i would’ve felt better that he knew, and you knew that! I told you I wanted to tell him!”

“dude your gay?!”

‘yes mikey i’m gay and i don’t give a shit whether you accept it or not but im done being your brothers toy.”

“gerard you fucking played frank?!” mikey asked sounding extremely pissed off.

“I didn’t play him mikey, i love him.”

“you cheated on him with your ex, tell me thats not playing someone.”

“mikey you don’t understand, i was confused and wasn’t thinking right with bert because frank was ignoring me as soon as mom and dad found out about all m problems.”

“i was waiting for you apologize you bastard. you cheated on me with a fucking girl first off and now that im back here to give you a chance i hear you went and fucked another person. do you know how much pain i’m in?” frank yelled his voice cracking because he crying.

“i’m going to put the fact that you to are/were dating behind me and say this, gerard i cant believe you went that low to play someone.”

“i wasn't trying to play him mikey hear me out please.” i begged

“your playing him like bert played you.”

“he wasn’t playing me, and not like this.” i whispered.

“what did you just say?” frank asked. “gerard you told me what he did to you. He played you and now you're taking it out on me”

“he told me he was sorry frank and im sorry i messed up okay.”

“yeah he’s sorry. what else did he tell you that was a load of shit? anything?” frank asked his voice wavering.

“he told me he loved me.”

Notes

i wrote this in study hall and don't have time to go over it right now but i will.

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