You're Not In This Alone.... The Only Hope For Me Is You.

"Fiiiinaaa? Finaaaa, where are you?"

"I'm over here!" Serafina walked along the wall, tracing the intricate flower designs with small delicate swirls.

"How'd you get there so fast?" The dark haired girl ran behind her friend, wrapping her arms around her.

"I walked." Serafina smiled.

"HA HA. You don't have to be so sarcastic Madam." She made a face while curtsying low.

"I'm sorry Stasia, I've just got a lot on my mind today."

"Weren't we supposed to go to the Forrest? We haven't been able to be alone lately." Leaning closer to Serafina's face, Anastasia lowered her voice in that way she did when ever she said something flirty to her. "And do you know how deeply I miss that body Serafina?"

Serafina spun around, leaning in so close their lips almost touched. "Is that so Ms. Young? You haven't even wined and dined me yet." Anastasia closed her eyes, readying herself for a kiss. Knowing what she was waiting for, Serafina pulled away and grabbed her arm. "Come on, Stasia." The two girls walked away from the the old burial wall, and headed towards the Forrest right outside their town.

"I brought your favorite blanket. You know, the pink one with the soft feathers." Anastasia said walking ahead. Finally reaching their favorite spot, a clearing near the river shadowed by an old willow tree. Anastasia took off her back pack, pulling out the first blanket. She spread it out evenly on the grass while Serafina grabbed out her tiny speakers for her phone.

"How do you feel about The Cranberries today?" Serafina said scrolling through her phone

"If you play Everybody Else Is Doing It.. I'll buy you something pretty"



"I'll forever relate that CD to this now, I hope you know." Serafina grabbed her arm awkwardly.

"As you should, every track is amazing." Anastasia pulled her hair out of the high bun and swayed her hips to Dreams. "Oh my dreams, are never quite what they seem. Cause you're a dream to me." She threw her hands up as she twirled in circles harmonizing every note.

"It's been a while since we've been down here." Serafina said shoving her hands in her back pockets trying not to watch Anastasia take off her shirt.

"You're talking entirely too much Fina. Relax for once." She said falling back gently against the blanket. "Come down here and show me why I love you so much?"

Serafina rocked back on her heels. Smiling at the girl laying on the ground before her. Anastasia always knew just how to make her stir. Moving fast she pulled off her t-shirt showing her cheetah print bra.

"Rawr! My beautiful queen of the jungle" Anastasia winked.

Laughing she slid off her shorts and got on top of Anastasia. Being the bigger of the two she carefully balanced her weight out, while leaning down to kiss tiny wet trails from her eyes to her neck.

"Ohhh, Fina" Anastasia said breathless as Serafina dipped her head down to her breast. She'd been waiting for this for a few weeks now. Hating every minute she couldn't be around her. She let out a tiny moan of frustration when Serafina pulled away from her breast. "Don't stop."

"What was it that you liked again?" Serafina teased placing her legs on either side of Anastasia's waist.

You know....." Anastasia whimpered quietly.

"I just... Can't seem to remember.." Serafina slid her hands down Anastasia's body sliding off her panties. "Was it here?" She kissed trails down her stomach. "Or was it here?" Running her nails down the sides of her thighs.

Anastasia exhaled sharply. "You're teasing me.."

"That's not nice of me, is it?" Serafina smirked, as she watched the tiny girl twist and turn under her.

"Kiss me." Anastasia grabbed Serafina's hands.

"Where babe?"

"Here.." She placed Serafina's hand on her neck. "And here." She slid her other hand down in between her legs. "And here." Serafina leaned down to kiss her on the lips before leaving her mouth to find where she really wanted her to be. "Fuuuuuuck" Anastasia fisted at the blanket, cursing quietly as her body started to shake. "Serafina.....I love you."

*~*~*

Serafina shot up, sweaty and breathless. She looked around the room trying to focus her vision. Glancing over at Penelope's bed, she tried to see if she was awake but from as much as she could tell she was still sleeping. She hadn't had a dream like that in a long time, it's not like every day she dreamt about the last time she had sex with her best friend. Had she been home, Serafina would have lit up a cigarette or left completely but she wasn't so lucky here. She had to sit in the dark, alone in her thoughts.

"Fuck.. Why'd she have to tell me she loved me..." Serafina dug her nails into her legs, something she always did unconsciously when she focused on anything. Laying back in the bed, she stared at the ceiling. Trying hard to focus on everything but the screaming that seemed to be filling up the room. Falling back into her original thoughts she realized how much she missed her. They weren't dating officially because Anastasia was terribly afraid to come out to her parents and Serafina had the tendency to freak out and randomly end up in some guys bed fucking out her anger. "Ugh, 6 months here is gonna kill me."

"You're still up?"

"Sorry... I had.. A crazy dream."

"I know... I heard." Penelope rolled over facing the wall.

"Jeez..."

"Did you know you talk in your sleep?"

"Oh. Great." Serafina slapped herself in the head. "What'd you hear?"

"Whoever you were screwing, knew what they were doing." She laughed. "Wanna talk about it? You seem upset though?"

"Maybe in the morning? I'm exhausted."

"You should be, I'm pretty sure you just had the biggest wet dream of this year. " Penelope got up and walked over to her bed. "If you have to, you know, touch yourself. It won't bother me.."

"Uhh, thanks but you won't have to worry about that."

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