You're Beautiful To Me

I end up crying myself to sleep and a few hours later I wake up, both Anna and Miles still sleeping so I leave them where they are while I go out into the kitchen, starting the coffee and while it's brewing I wander into the living room, seeing Frank asleep on the couch, his blanket half on the floor so I walk over and pick it up, laying it back over him as I kneel on the floor beside the couch, my hand slowly reaching out to gently push his hair back off his face. "Frankie" I whisper softly, feeling my heart thud painfully as I continue to gently stroke my fingers through his hair, my eyes welling with tears again when Frank stirs, his eyes slowly fluttering open and I slide my hand down from his hair to cup his cheek, Franks hand sliding up from under the blanket to rest over mine, holding it to his cheek. "Baby I love you and I would never hurt you like that again, I never want to be the reason you're hurt or sad ever again, it kills me to see you unhappy." "Frankie" I murmur again softly and he leans up and seals his lips to mine, kissing me softly and I try to move away but he slides one hand around the back of my head, holding me to him and after a few more seconds I give in, letting my eyes slip closed as I start moving my lips against his. Frank and I keep kissing as he sits up, sliding around to get off the couch, pulling me up with him and when we're both standing he slides his hands down and cups them just under my ass, picking me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as I slide my arms around his neck, Frank carrying me from the room and down the hallway to the bedroom as we keep kissing, only breaking for air for seconds at a time, gasping in what we can before sealing our lips together again and when we reach the bedroom Frank gently lays me down, climbing on between my legs and leaning over me, his lips leaving mine and moving to plant soft kisses down my jaw and neck while I tilt my head back and gasp for air. "Frankie" I pant out and Frank presses kisses up and down my neck as he gasps out "So beautiful....so perfect....would never want anyone else....can't live without you.....love you so much."

Frank and I make out for another few minutes before we hear Anna chirp out "Hi My" through the monitor and I break our kiss to chuckle and say "Well I guess the kids are up." Frank laughs too as he climbs off the bed, turning back to help me up and leading me to the kids room where we find Anna standing in her crib, attempting to climb over the side and Miles is sitting in his crib watching her, letting out little giggles. "What do you think you're doing?" I playfully scold Anna as we walk in and she stops what she's doing and lets out a little giggle as she says "Out dada." "Out? You want to get out?" I playfully exclaim before turning to Frank and saying "What do you think daddy? Should we let her out?" Frank smiles at me before looking back and Anna and saying "Nah, I think we should leave her in there." "No dada" Anna whines out, her bottom lip quivering as she bounces on her feet and holds her arms out. "Aww it's ok baby daddy won't really leave you in there" I tell her as I step over and pick her up, her arms wrapping around my neck as I settle her on my hip and she turns to point at Miles as she says "My out." "You want Miles out too?" I ask and Anna smiles as she nods her head so Frank crosses the room and picks him up, settling him on his hip as we all leave the room and we take the kids into the living room where we put them down, Anna stepping over to where Miles is sitting and squatting down beside him, giving him a big hug while he giggles and reaches out to play with her hair.

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