You're Beautiful To Me

Frank runs over to me, ignoring Miles' screams as he jumps onto the bed, kneeling beside me and he gently cups my face in his hands. "Breathe baby" he says softly as he stares into my eyes and I try desperately to catch my breath but it's no use and I feel like my lungs are about to pop. "C'mon baby you gotta calm down for me" he chokes out, his eyes welling with tears as he tries to slow his breathing right down so I can follow it and after a few seconds my chest feels a little looser, the air actually feeling like it's helping soothe the pain. "There we go baby, you're doing so good" Frank reassures me as he sniffles softly and I take another deep breath and choke out "Miles." Frank nods and climbs off the bed, pulling on his boxers as he makes his way over to Miles and I slowly sit up, taking a few more deep breaths and I start to feel better. Once Frank has Miles in his arms Miles stops crying and lets out a soft gurgle as he rubs his face against Franks bare chest and Frank comes back over to me and says "Can you get dressed my love, I'll take you to the hospital?" I nod slowly as I climb off the bed and pull on sweatpants and a tshirt, sitting back on the bed and Frank lays Miles beside me as he pulls on his own clothes before picking him up again and we slowly go out to the car, Frank putting Miles in his car seat before going back into the house for Anna and when he comes back I settle in the passenger seat and Frank drives us to the hospital, his hand holding mine the whole time as my chest throbs with dull pain. Once we get to the hospital we go into the emergency department and I am taken immediately to see a doctor but Frank is told to stay behind and the separation causes me to panic again. My breathing gets choppy again as the doctor hooks me up to a monitor and starts checking me over and he tells me it wasn't a heart attack but more likely just a small anxiety attack over my fear about my health. "Mr Iero you're going to be alright, just follow the diet and instructions we gave you and you will be alright, you just need to learn to breathe and relax."

After I go back to the waiting room I find Frank sitting with Miles asleep in his lap and Anna has woken up and is slowly wandering around the small room checking everything out and when she spots me she squeals and takes off running towards me. I bend down and scoop her up, cuddling her to my chest as she softly says "Dada?" "Daddy's alright baby, I'm sorry for worrying you" I whisper in her ear and she nuzzles her face in my neck as I walk over and sit beside Frank. "Babe?" "It wasn't a heart attack, I'm ok." "Thank god" he sighs out before leaning over and smashing his lips to mine. When we break the kiss we get up and head back out to the car, putting Miles and Anna back in their seats before Frank drives us home and when we get there he lays Miles back in his bassinet and I take Anna to bed with me, laying on my side with her cuddled up to my chest, her eyes drooping again as Frank climbs in on my other side, wrapping his arms around me and pressing a soft kiss to the back of my shoulder. "I love you so much baby" he whispers to me in the dark and I smile as I snuggle back against him. "I love you too babe."

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