You're Beautiful To Me

I go into the bathroom and start the shower, letting it heat up as I undress and as I go to step in I catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror and I stop, walking over to look at myself and I feel my face fall and my chest tighten a little at the sight before me. All the weight I lost since Anna was born has come back and then some, my ribs barely visible and my stomach actually slopes out a little with how full I am and I poke at my thigh, feeling it give a little under my finger and I feel my eyes well with tears as the door opens and I turn to see Frank coming in, his smile dropping and turning into a look of concern as he rushes across the room and stands behind me, resting his hands on my fat hips as he tilts me back towards the mirror. "Baby" he whisper in my ear and I start to cry. "Frankie....I....I'm fat" I sob out and he sighs softly before saying "No no baby you're absolutely beautiful." I feel his hands slide up and down my sides before he slides them in and rubs them up and down my chest, working them down over my stomach before trailing them down my thighs and back up to rest on my hips again. "You look incredible baby" he tells me and as I start to shake my head he presses his hips forward and I feel his hard on press against my bare ass.
"If you weren't the hottest thing on the planet do you think I'd be this hard just from looking at you?" I turn around in his arms and say "I don't want to get any fatter than this." Frank brings his hands up to cup my face as he says "I'm so damn proud of you baby and I promise you, you are not fat, you're beautiful. If it makes you feel better how about we eat a little healthier and we can exercise together?" I nod and he adds "But we still need to eat three meals a day, deal?" "Deal" I agree and he smiles wide before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine. When we pull apart he slides his hand down to hold mine and he says "Hop in the shower babe, it'll make you feel better." "Come in with me?" I ask and he smiles and says "Sure baby" starting to tug his clothes off and he sits the baby monitor on the bench. Once we're both in Frank presses me back against the wall and starts pressing soft loving kisses to my lips under the water and when we pull apart he slides down to sit on the floor, his legs crossed and he tugs on my hand, pulling me down to sit sideways in his lap, leaning back against his chest and resting my head on his shoulder. His hands gently trail up and down my side and upper thigh and over my stomach while my eyes drift closed and he whispers in my ear "So beautiful baby, so amazingly perfect" over and over and I feel my face break into a smile as I start to feel better about the way I look.

The next morning I wake up and Frank isn't in bed beside me and I hear Anna let out a little shriek so I drag myself out of bed and stumble over to her, looking down and seeing her eyes light up when she sees me. "Good morning little miss. How long have you been awake huh?" I ask as I reach down to pick her up and she waves her arms around and gurgles at me. "I know baby that's pretty amazing huh?" I say to her and she smiles at me so I cuddle her to my chest and carry her over to the bed, sitting back against the headboard with my knees bent up and I sit her on my stomach, her back resting against my thighs. She continues to wave her arms around and gurgle to me and I talk back to her until Frank comes in with a huge smile on his face and says "There's my two baby's. How are we all this morning?" "Good" I say as I lean up to kiss him and Anna lets out a little shriek and when we pull apart I say "So sorry baby" as I lean in to kiss her nose, causing her to shriek again. I gently start poking at her stomach and she bats at my hand with her little fists and I laugh as Frank picks her up out of my lap and offers me his free hand, helping me up and linking his fingers through mine as he leads me from the room and into the kitchen where he's made me breakfast.

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