"fwankie- what?!" I heard gerard say my name but changed his sentience over to over to his brother. I dashed to where gerard was in the living room but stopped when I heard someone familiar talking.
"gee, fwankie- I mean frank as in iero"
"yes mikey I don't understand why you are flipping out"
"cause I don't want you to date and or fuck my friend"
"come on, he is older and you don't really hang around him"
"doesn't matter. you've done this before, the dog walker, the nanny and the cook"
"I flirted with them I didn't fuck them and frankly I shouldn't talk to you about this"
"whatever"
"FRANK, are you coming?" he called
"sorry I was in the bathroom" I walked into the living room and saw mikey with a pissed off face
"fwankie, this is my brother mikey"
"I know we sit at lunch together"

okay mikey and I may not be the 'bff' thing but he was closer than Jason the bully at school.

"gerard I gotta go to see eric"
"your boyfriend?" gerard whistled
"listen you fuck him and gee I will tell mom about burning the house down" mikey whispered into gerards ear
"fine go go"
"what was that about?" I asked after mikey left
"see before I moved here I burned my part of parents house and they moved to new York before they found out"
"he really doesn't want us together?"
"yeah well im bad with relationships and see I am a player and he doesn't want to lose you. mikes has like four or five friends"
"by the way what time is it?"
"7:45"
"shit can you take me home?"
"no sorry start walking, just kidding, i'll meet you in the car"

*
{gerard's POV}

I really can't hold back with this kid. I mean the way he his different from the other kids, in a good way. I know I need to keep us safe and shit but he knows I know that we can't hold each other back. I just met the kid and we had this connection, plus the kid has tattoos, something im to childish to get. frank has the confidence to wear what ever he wants, along with his eyeliner. mikey doesn't want to hurt frank so he can't lose him. its wrong to date a student but look around every other teacher is fucking a student because they already fucked everyone in this goddamn town. I could lose my job, which I wouldn't mind, be thrown in jail or be called a pedophile and never be able to get a job again. on the other hand, if fwankie loves me, he would stay through everything.

"gee! i'm gonna be late" frank yelled
"give me a second" mikey made me look all over the house for him, along with waiting for him to get over me taking a liking to frank, so I needed to find time to get to know frank. I did what I knew, bring music and go from there. I grabbed my misfits, black flag, and nirvana cds, got in the car and played 'in bloom' by nirvana.


'sell the kids for food
weather changes mood
spring is here again
reproductive glands
he's the one
who's likes all our pretty songs
and he likes to sing along
and likes to shoot his guns
but he knows not what it means
when I say

he's the one who's like our pretty songs and he likes to sing along and likes to shoot his guns but he knows not what means when I say yeeaahh

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