break my will to fly or love

*3 months later*

December rolled around faster than it ever has. After two months of living with Gerard, mikey, ray, and Bob, some of us. its just Gerard and I, it was weird to see mikey and Bob fall in love. not really I guess, mikey is so shy and Bob is strong and protective. As for ray, he fell in love with a girl named Christa, what a pretty girl. they ran off to so island in hawii, I ship them :).

Back to Gerard and I, last month Lyn-z was determined to know where we were. Call after call. So Gerard threw his phone out the window as we went 85 miles per hour, down the highway at midnight.

Gerard was in shower yesterday and I was looking for a shirt to wear to bed and I found something a bit kinky. 50 shades of grey was shoved in suit case. I flipped through the pages, smelling his scent, when a pic of me fell out. I found a book mark too, page 356, he was almost finished. This explains so much, some nights he would look at me and smirk. I never read the book but I know its fuckin kinky.

"Frank, can you bring me my PJs?" Gerard called
"Give me a minute"
"Sure" I quickly shoved the book back in its place, and grabbed Gerard's PJs.
"Here ya go" I said as I opened the door. Before I could close it, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the bathroom. His black hair was wet and dripped onto his back. a white hotel towel wrapped around his waist.
"What took so long?" He asked
"W-what? I fuckin rushed-" I panicked but he stopped me by locking his lips with mine.
"Mr.Way?" I pulled away
"Frank? Are you okay?" He panicked himself
"Where are we going for Christmas?"
"Oh good Fwankie" he sighed "I never thought you'd call me that"
"I think its sexy"
"So I was thinking, we leave California tomorrow and head off to NY"
"Some where cold as fuck"
"To cuddle"
"Fine"

*

"December 21 2014, Mom, I don't know how to put this but Mr.Way, my art teacher...

Notes

I went to the ER cause I went camping and burned my eye on a sparkler... So if u haven't noticed I did promise smut on life on tour its coming but its a big chapter... Its the last chapter before I start writing black parade era.