Love at First Bite (Frerard)

I can't believe he kissed me!
I should've punched him I would have if I didn't feel a million sparks going through my body I don't know what's going on or why it's happening but I felt like I just been electrocuted when he kissed me. So I kissed back and he wasn't expecting that soon we were making out his hands on my waist and mine tangled in his hair what the fuck was happening?? I pulled away a little to quickly he looked suprised and the look in his eyes; full of lust and want and blood smeared on his mouth probably mine too he looked so damn attractive but I had to remember he bullied me slammed me into lockers and he was the reason I had so many scars and cuts covering my body. He was the first one to speak "That was.. Just wow" "I know" I say he asks if he can come inside and hang for a few and after that I can't say no so I unlock the door and we go inside he follows me up the stairs into my bedroom once we get there we just sit on my bed awkwardly until he speaks again "are those your drawings?" He points to my walls and I say yes and to that he stands up excitedly and says "Wow! they are amazing Ge!" Gee? "When did you come up with that?" I say looking questioningly "Idk but since we are friends I thought we should have nicknames" Friends? I've never made out with one of my so called "friends" before but okay. "Thanks Frankie" I say and wink he blushes and sits back down on my bed it gets hot so I take off my jacket he looks old down and gasps, He than looks really sad and seldom and "What's wrong Frankie?"
"I just feel really bad about what I've done to you and I'm not stupid I can tell you don't want me to be here with you you are just being nice, but it breaks me to know I did that to such a beautiful person he points to my arms I'm so sorry Gee I made you feel so bad that you felt like you deserved to hurt yourself and I never want you to feel like that again." He takes of his jacket and shows me his arms "oh Frankie" they are shredded. How could somebody as perfect as Frank do that to himself?

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