Love at First Bite (Frerard)

I look up at him and I see tears in his eyes he actually felt my pain? My biggest tormenter understood me better than anyone ever had and probably ever will. "Frankie it's okay"
"no its fucking not I made you do this to yourself and I cant I just I'm gonna go home" he stands up to leave and I grab his arm " No you are spending the night I'm not let you go home and harm yourself again" "okay" he sits back down only to get up again and say he's going to the bathroom I point out which door it is and sit all by myself my mind reeling until I notice the time pass and no Frankie oh shit I have a razor in one of the drawers oh no Frankie please. " oh shit oh fuck goddamnit" I swear making my way to the bathroom I turn the handle and it's surprisingly unlocked and open the door I see Frank sitting down leaning against the toilet sobbing hysterically and fresh cuts and blood running down his arms oh fuck me! I crouch by him and grab his hand I caress his fingers and try to soothe him the best I can "oh love why would you do this to yourself?" He just continues to sob I think he's having an anxiety attack his breath is in short sharp pants and without thinking I just dive down and kiss him I keep kissing him until he kisses back he pulls away breathing slightly better. "Please breathe with me Frankie" I put his hand on my chest and take deep breaths he puts my hand on his chest and copies my breaths this goes on for a few moments until he's fully calm and I help him stand and sit him on the toilet I make him hold out his arms and get the bandages and anti-bacterial spray I keep in the drawer with my razor. I take towel and wet it down I then take the now wet towel and clean the blood on the floor I rinse it off and than dab it gently on both of his forearms until the bleeding subsides. I take some bandages and wrap both of his arms up and wipe the slowly stopping tears off of his cheeks and I look at him with all the meaning in the world and say the words I thought I never speak "I love you Frankie"

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