Prison

Gerard's P.O.V

I woke up a while later to a soft voice and someone shaking my shoulder.
'' Gee? '' the voice said quietly, waking me out of my sleep. I looked up with sleepy eyes to see Frank crouched down beside me.
'' Frank! '' I yelled, suddenly wide awake as I put my arms around him to give him a hug. The hug didn't go the way I planned, because as soon as I put my arms around me, he grabbed them and looked at my wrists. I couldn't really tell what the expression on his face was.
'' Gee... '' Frank said quietly. He didn't take his eyes off my wrists.
'' F-Frank I'm sorry...'' I said, not really knowing what to say, but Frank did.
'' Why? '' he asked. He had a sad tone in his voice and he looked a little teary eyed.
'' I...I was upset over you and I got really angry at Jason and all the feelings just kinda...took control of me, it was only once I'd finnished that I realised what I'd actually done...I'm sorry, '' I sighed.
'' No, I'm sorry- ''
'' You don't need to be sorry! It's not your fault, you just got me out of being fucked, and I wanna say thank you so much because that shows me just how much you care about me. I'm sorry I fucked up and relapsed back into it. ''
Frank smiled up at me and I patted the bed to silently ask him to come and sit next to me. I sighed and looked down at my wrists, and yeah, they were completely wrecked. I'm so stupid.
'' I-If you don't mind me asking...what did Jason d-do to you? '' I asked Frank.
'' Well Jason took me to his cell, and the other two just fucked off somewhere and he told me to stay on his bed, and he said if I move then he's gonna hurt me, then he told me all the stuff he was gonna do to me, then he...fucked me in the ass...and Gee it really hurt I was so not ready for it it fucking hurt me so much he was so rough it wasn't anywhere near a nice rough either it was just plain awful, '' Frank said as he started crying a little, and this time it was my turn to hold him and tell him that everything was gonna be okay.
'' F-Frank you're gonna be okay, I promise, '' I whispered, '' everything's gonna be okay. It's not gonna be long till we get the fuck outta here forever. ''
'' Yeah but until then we're gonna have to carry on getting fucked in the ass by that cunt, '' Frank muttered.
I suppose that was true. But I guess that as soon as we get the fuck out of here that we wont have to deal with any of this shit again.
'' Oh Frank, I forgot to tell you, Mikey wants to talk to you as soon as you can, '' I said, '' what time is it? ''
'' About 8 o'clock, and why does he wanna talk? '' a questioning look spread across Frank's face.
'' I uh..talked to him about what was happening to you over the phone during free time because I was really upset and he said that he wants to talk to you asap, '' I answered.
'' Well I can't talk to him now, '' Frank sighed.
'' I know, you can just talk tomorrow, right? '' I asked. Frank agreed and I asked him to get into bed with me, but before he did he asked me to give him my razor so I wouldn't be able to do it again. I got up and padded across the cold floor to get it, and Frank sighed at me before asking how the fuck it got there. I told him and he sighed again, but told me that he was proud that I even managed to stop myself when I was in such a state. I smiled and willingly handed over the razor, before climbing back into bed and snuggling up to Frank, then after only about two minutes I fell asleep, still hugging him.

Notes

Right, I'd just really like to say...I'm very sorry if I upset anyone bc of the last chapter, and then bc I'm such a fucktard I forgot to put a trigger warning on so I'm really really sorry guys and I promise it wont happen again. Yh I'm really sorry you don't even know how sorry I am, seriously.
I love you all guys and remember what I said about if you ever feel upset or anything just message me yeah? Good, and again I'm really sorry about the last chapter. xx