You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

We walk the seven blocks to Franks apartment and on the way his hand slips down my arm and into my hand. I turn my head to look at him and he smirks at me before turning his head and we keep walking. When we get to the apartment I drop Franks hand so he can open the door and we go inside to find four other guys in the living room. "Hey Frankie, who's your friend?" One of them asks and I glance around and spot Spence on one couch. "This is Gerard, Gerard this is Ryan, Ian, Shane and you met Spence earlier." "Hey" I say softly as I do a little wave at them all and they all say hey back before turning back to the tv where they are playing a video game against each other in turn and Franks hand brushes my lower back as he says "Take a seat and I'll be right back" before disappearing from the room. Once he's gone I look around and Ian slides over and pats the empty couch space beside him, smiling up at me so I walk over and take a seat beside him. "So Gerard right?" He asks softly and I smile and nod. "So what do you do?" "I'm studying at SVA and I'm currently looking for a part time job. You? I mean, outside the band. You guys were great by the way." "Thanks" he says, shooting me
a big smile. "I'm manager at a coffee shop so if you don't have any luck with the job hunt, I'll see what I can do." "Wow, thanks" I tell him and we make small talk for a few minutes before he says "I could use a smoke, do you?" "Yeah sounds
great" I tell him as he stands up and I stand too, letting him take my hand and we step out onto the balcony, closing the door behind ourselves before lighting up. I exhale my first lungful of smoke slowly, my eyes closed and my head tilted back as I savour the calming feeling that spreads through my body. I hear a soft noise and my eyes snap open to see Ian staring at me like he wants to tear my clothes off and when he realises I'm looking he smirks slightly and winks at me. I drop my head to look at the floor, my face going red as I smile to myself. "I really like your hair" Ian says and I tilt my head back up in time to see his hand reaching towards me right before his fingers card through my hair and I smile at him when the door opens and Frank steps out, his eyes narrowed. "What's going on?" He asks, his voice sharp like he's upset. "Oh Gerard and I were just getting to know each other" Ian says, shooting me another smile and Franks face goes a little harder as he says "Well I kinda need to talk to him and....whatever come on Gee." "Actually I'll be in in a minute, I'm just going to finish my smoke first." Frank frowns before saying "Ok" and walking back inside. "I'm sorry, are you with him?" Ian asks and I shake my head. "Nah, we used to be but....well I won't get into it." "Oh my god, you're the mythical ex?" "The what?" I ask, letting out a small giggle. "Frank is hung up on his ex, they broke up like six months ago and I think they were engaged but he talks about him all the time and he never hooks up or goes out with anyone because they're not his ex." "Do you know what happened with them?" Ian shakes his head. "Nah he only says that he fucked it up, never says what he did." I nod before saying "He cheated on me, for like a month. I came home early and found them one day." Ian shakes his head and says "Wow, that so doesn't sound like Frank." "I know, I wouldn't have thought him capable of that unless I saw it myself."

After the cigarette is done I go back inside with Ian and we join Frank on one couch, watching the other guys fight each other on the boxing game they're playing when Frank leans over, his arm snaking around my waist as he says "Can I talk to you alone for a minute?" I turn my head to look at him and his expression is unreadable so I nod my head. Frank stands up and reaches down for me so I take his hand and let him pull me up, leading me from the room and into his bedroom. As soon as the door closes my back is slammed into it and Franks mouth seals over mine, his tongue sliding into my mouth. "I didn't bring you home for Ian, you're mine" he growls out as he pulls back and starts nipping at my jaw and I let out
a soft whine, my hips bucking forward on their own before I collect myself and I gently shove him back off me. "Actually, I'm not anyone's" I say, planning on sleeping with him but making him work for it and have a little fun first.

Notes

I just watched the alt press (I think) video with Frank talking about Joyriding and I took two things away from it....I now finally know how he pronounces his last name properly and he is such an awkward little cupcake when doing that stuff alone and I just wanna reach out and pinch his cheeks and tell him to calm down and it's ok : ) I am very strange