You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

I stumble out into the hallway on the verge of hysterical sobbing and wander through the apartment looking for Frank but he's not here and I only find Mikey and Ian sitting at the kitchen table. "Gee oh my god what's wrong?" Mikey asks as he gets up from his chair, rushing over to wrap his arms around me and I cling to him as I choke out "Frank. Where's Frank?" "He went out, I don't know where he went though, he just said he needed to get out for a while." I continue to sob and gasp for air as my heart starts to race even more and my kneels buckle, panic gripping my entire body and I vaguely register Mikey saying "Get Frank on the phone, get him back here" but my ears are filled with what sounds like static and the room seems to get smaller and smaller, the walls closing in on me and I let out a choked off whine as Mikey eases me to the floor, kneeling beside me as he keeps his arms around me and I continue to cling to him, Ian joining us on the floor. What seems like an eternity later the front door opens and Frank runs into the room, Mikey and Ian letting me go and moving away from me and Frank drops to his knees in front of me, his hands coming up to cup my face and he leans in and whispers in my ear "Breathe baby, come on just breathe with me" as he slows his breaths down, exaggerating them slightly so I can focus on them and match my breathing with his. Once I manage to get my breathing under control Frank helps me up off the floor, a few stray tears still rolling down my cheeks as he scoops me into his arms and carries me bridal style into the living room where we sit together on the couch he slept on last night. "Are you alright now?" He asks softly and I shrug, pulling my legs up and curling in on myself. "I know you probably don't want to hear this but I love you and it fucking terrifies me to see you like that." I turn my head, resting it on my knees as I look sideways at Frank, his face looking a little paler than normal and his eyes slightly red, his hair a little messed up and I can't help myself as I reach out one hand and run my fingers through his hair, smoothing down the bits sticking up. Frank smiles softly and leans into the touch and I can't help myself in that moment, quickly sliding over and turning myself to straddle Franks lap, my arms snaking around his neck as I smash my lips to his and he immediately kisses back, his arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me into him further, our chests pressed tightly together as we kiss so hard my lips hurt. After a few long seconds kissing Frank stands up, bringing me with him and we continue to kiss as Frank blindly stumbles out into the hall, carrying me towards the bedroom and we're both so consumed in each other that we don't notice Mikey and Ian jumping out of our way as Frank stumbles past them, both of them smirking at us before looking at each other with a knowing look and when Frank gets us into the bedroom he kicks the door shut behind us before making his way to the bed where he crawls on on his knees, leaning over to gently lay me down and I unwrap my legs from around his waist but my arms remain around his neck as we keep kissing, his hands trailing down to grip the bottom of my shirt, tugging it up and I reluctantly break the kiss so he can get it off me.

Once we're both fully naked Frank rolls me onto my side, spooning up behind me as he bends me slightly and gets me into position, moving with me so his body is plastered to mine the entire time, his arm wrapped tightly around me and holding me close to him as he slides his way inside me and I gasp at the sensation, his dick feeling so much bigger in this position and the angle makes him brush against spots inside me that make me see stars. I let out a soft groan as Frank starts thrusting in and out of me, his thrusts remaining slow as his lips attach to the back of my shoulder, pressing soft kisses all over my skin before he whispers "So perfect, so beautiful" against the skin, his lips tickling me slightly and I turn my head, Frank tilting his head up and leaning over to seal his lips to mine and we kiss for a few seconds before we break apart and I lay down, Franks arm tightening around me slightly and his thrusts pick up. "Frankie" I say softly, a small gasp leaving my lips as he thrusts into me. "Yes my love?" "I don't want...." I break off to groan in pleasure. "You don't want what?" He asks softly and I reach out, grabbing the business card off the table and holding it up, tearing it into small pieces before throwing it into the air and as the pieces rain down on us like confetti Frank reaches around and grips my chin, bringing my head back around so he can smash his lips to mine and I kiss back eagerly, his thrusts stopping and we kiss as his dick just rests inside me, Franks thumb gently stroking up and down my jaw.

Notes

Having a really bad day and it's only 7.50am : ( hope you guys are having a better one